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Prologue

I wish you could see what I see
what I think about you

or thought at least

16 maybe even 17 if I was late

I saw you

And 18 I saw you some more

and I really started to look at you 19
I should say it got bad 19

19, when I started seeing you more.

In the hallways,
In your classes that you didn't get to yet

You could never see me though,
but I was always there

Even when you started seeing me, you never saw me

You never saw my intentions
you never saw through me
you just looked

A laugh to you, but a treasure to me
it's different

Just cause you never saw me

A friendly gesture that probably meant nothing to you,
meant the world and everything else
to only me of course

But I never saw the signs until now

You were my obsession

I never thought of it like that

You were supposed to be a joke
but no

It got too serious

It got too serious when I met you
if i had loved you before I need you now

You might just be my drug

You might just be the thing I need
but I dont have you anymore

I might just be forced into rehab
and maybe after the school year is over I'll be clean

And you'll be gone

Out pursuing your dreams and me working to that same thing

And it'll just be a thing in the past

I hope...

This book will be based on true events. Please enjoy.