Banana bread

Chapter 1 your pov

(Ok I've never written a story before and I'm total crap at it so let's see how this goes I guess)

Setting~ let's say you're 16? Is that fine idk and you're in your house with Robin ok the story boutta begin now.
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We sat slumped on the couch under a huge pile of blankets because of the increasingly cold weather outside. I glanced past Robin to look out the window, realising it was actually quite pretty outside- the perfectly white, untouched snow was falling and houses all around had strung up many different colours of Christmas lights. It was beautiful- actually. But not as beautiful as him. My eyes wandered over to Robin, I watched as he munched on his popcorn glued to the screen in front of us. Dang it why did he have to be so perfect. His adorable smile accompanied by his cute little laugh, the way he cares so much about everyone and everything and his deep brown eyes that would stare into mine giving me a warm feeling inside. I'm so in love with all the things he hates most about himself. I don't understand how he hates all these things when I think that all of him is absolutely nothing but perfect. He can't know though. No he can't because it would ruin our friendship. Oh how much I hated to feel this way about him and how much it hurt to know that he only thought of me as his best friend and nothing more.
"Hey y/n, you alright?"
"Yeah sorry I just zoned out"
"Oh ok alrighty"
At this point I began to blush with embarrassment realising that he caught me staring, oh god I think he knows something is up. I turned back to the TV and tried to focus on the movie we put on, to stop myself from getting lost staring at him again and to distract myself from this pain in my chest that I was feeling. All of a sudden Robin snuggled closer to me and rest his head on my shoulder. I sat rigid, not sure what to do but then decided to just enjoy the moment we were having. As friends. Just. Friends. I began to relax and moved closer to him but as I did all these feelings came back. It hurt so bad I just couldn't help it- my eyes began to water and before I knew it silent drops of tears were falling onto the blanket, staining it darker. Robin soon noticed and sat up looking directly into my eyes.
"Hey, what's wrong?" He said, a look of concern on his soft face.
"Nothing. I just- I- no nevermind don't worry I'm fine it's, it's nothing" I stuttered
"Clearly it's something, cmon you can tell me anything I'm here for you!"
"I'm sorry I can't, this is the one thing I can't tell you. I've ruined the mood I'm really, I'm so sorry I think I'm gonna go home"
"No wait!"
Before he could say anything else I grabbed my bag and ran out the door. After a few steps outside I just started running as fast as I could. It was late at night and usually I would be afraid but that didn't matter anymore I just needed to get home. I soon ended up at my own door and brought out my keys to unlock it. At this point I had calmed mostly down and made sure not to make much noise heading to my room, so as not to wake anyone up. I quietly crept up the stairs and slowly opened the door to my room, then closed it behind me. I opened my bag and got out my phone to see I had several missed called from Robbie and a couple texts. I couldn't bring myself to talk to him- I was too embarrassed over what I had just done. I don't know why I had to get so upset it's really a silly thing. Just a crush, surely I'll be able to get over him soon? But that's what I said last year as well. I instead turned off my phone and plonked onto my bed. I lay there and before I knew it I was asleep.

*time skip to next morning* (btw I hope this is ok so far oop it's probably not very good)

I awoke to hear my mum knocking on my door when I realised I had slept in super late. I yelled at her asking what she needed.
"Robins here, he wants to talk to you"
Oh shoot. Frick.
"No, I can't talk right now can you tell him to come back later!"
"He says he needs to talk now"
"No please mum!"
"I'm letting him in now!"
"No! I-"
Before I could finish what I was going to say Robin had walked into my room.
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And that's the end of this chapter if you're reading this which ofc no one will be- I'm either writing the second chapter now or it's already out. Thanks bye :)