See Facing Depression and Anxiety is a bitch Im always so sad and i feel numb I feel worthless I feel Like shit I feel cold even tho Im warm Aggression and Loneliness take over Im a Whole new Person, Momma People tell me Ill overcome it but I cant Im fighting everyday and losing I feel weak I feel like a boy not a man I feel like a dog Not a WOLF I feel like dark clouds being Casted over me I am Now one With the Shadows Thats just on the Inside Outside Theres a image of me being Happy and Joyful Goofy and Lovable Im supposed too smile and not let people see the real me The Mentally Fucked up and Wanting to Die Me, The I belong in a Psychiatric ward im afraid I might not come out Me See I am a Man with Many Complications but Only one thing keeps me hap...wait I forgot Nothing keeps me happy oh shit Now I wanna die and stay dead Now im Dead on the Inside Numb is what I am On The Outside Im am Alive and im afraid to Die Im already dead mentally I wanna die Physically but im a Pussy too take that sword and jab it in my stomach and let my blood run down my belly just like melted jelly now damn I try this poetry shit but Im unmotivated too keep on pushing Im exhausted everyday I walk past shit like its not even there and sometimes Just sometimes I wanna just bend over and get it nd just Drop and lay there and think about how hard my life is Damn That was Deep Im supposed to be happy but My depression my anxiety eh fuck it I get passed it like i do everything else
