chapter 5

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Jordan pov.

   there's a bunch of teachers and a bunch of people from our classes. But in the very back all i saw was Taylor and Jennifer making out ... like he said he liked me but then he goes and kisses her,  when he knows i need him now the most.

   

  I was way to weak to cry tho and i knew i shouldn't waste my tears on him so i tried to ignore it and get the hell out of there.

  me and kaylie was making our way to walk  of the main doors ignoring everybody who tried to talk. We finally was away from every one and everything and like 2 feet away from the door. . when we got stopped my Dillon and Taylor

dillon: are u okay sis whats going on!?!

kaylie: ill tell you later

Taylor: jordan.... i-im sor..

      kaylie then cut him off in the middle of his sentence "NO YOUR NOT SORRY OR YOU WOULDN'T OF DID IT... AND YEA WE SAW YOU MAKING OUT WITH THAT WHORE ... DON'T TALK TO HER OR ME....  YOU HAVE CAUSED TO MUCH "

       Taylor just looked at the ground not trying to look at us . "lets . just go" i whisper

     Me and kaylie walk past them out of the main doors into the parking lot. "were are my keys!?" kaylie said searching in her bag for them .

    I pulled them out of her sweat shirt she gave me.

"o franks bae" she says while searching for her cari the huge af parking... "found it" she says pointing then slowley walkin gtowards it because she knows that i cant walk that fas.

we finally reached the car and got in. Since it was late aug. it was warmish so kaylie had rolled down the windows and we just sat there for a couple of minutes trying to process what all just happened in a matter of an. After about 15 minutes of silence i break it with thank you.

"thank you for what"

"being there when no one else wolud,for being my best friend, my soul mate, my partner in crime, my everything .. also for just doing everything you did in there cause i would be dead right now and we all know it... i might not l ook in the best of shape now but its a slow process .. i love you kaylie

"i love you too and i will always and always b here for you" said kayie

"can we just leave and get to our house" i ask before we both start to burst into tears

"o .. um.. yea .. sure" she says while turning the car on

the school was about 15 minutes from our house so it wasnt a long drive to take. we were practacly scilent the whole ride there besides the small little side comments which were about the song that was on.

we finnally was home and we went to go up to mine and kaylies room just to watch netflix and maybe catch a nap.

"what do you wanna watch" i ask looking through all the movies on netflix

"how about incidious 2 because im in the mood for something scary." kaylie says

" fine go down stairs and make us some popcorn"  i said

"fine" she says with a fake bitchy tone

i get under the blankets of my warm ass bed and wait for kaylie.. i suddenly get all the thoughts of what happened to day rushing back into my mind all at once and i start to ge upset and cry a little. aout 5 minutes later kaylie comes up stairs with pop and poporn and i hurry and whipe the tears from out of under your eyes so she wouldnt have noticed that i was crying

"you okay?" she acts handing my pop

"yas im fine i promise" i say shaking my head when really i dont mean it ata all.

kaylie then got under the blanket and began the movie. toward the middle of the movie i noticed that kaylie was asleep and i just rolled over and fell asleep too.

(dream)

"Jordan com out here " my dad yells from the other room

"but daddy i want to stay out here and play with my dolls"

"Please come outside and enjoy it with me, your bubby, and mom "

"fine dad" i say while putting my barbies down and hurrying up to grab my ball

i hurry and run to the front yard were everyone was at and  threw the ball at Dillon he was caught off guard and missed and it went rolling into the busy street.

"DADDY get the ball" me and dillon yelled

"okay... okay guys ill get it" he says smiling with his bright red cheeks and running into the street not paying attention to the cars passing by..

"NO DADD-

(end of dream)

I was awaken by Taylor, Dillon, and Kaylie all shaking me to wake up. I was crying and sweating.

"are you okay." dillon asked

"I guess now. I just miss him dillon" 

dillon pulls me into a hug and tells me everything was going to be  alright and that he was in a better place.

kaylie whispered to Taylor to go into the other room with her so me and dillon could talk.

dillon let go of me and sat down on the edge of my bed.

"i feel like its my fault.... it is my fault" i said

"no its not it was an accident you were only 4"

"i really miss him" i say

"me too Jordan i really do" he says hugging me again.

"i love you dillon..."

"i love you too jordan.."

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hey guys i hoped you liked it. it wasnt that long but i tried i love feedback AND YOU GUYSS!!  imma try and update more but its just been really hard with school.. i just hoped you guys liked it also ik there has been a lot of conflict lol but its whatever i love you guys xoxo destiny

        

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