Love Is..

What is love?

Every person in this world has their own definition of what love really is. It really depends on each of their own personal experiences.

But for me, love is..

It is the most powerful thing that could ever happen in this world. It is unexplainable, it's this feeling that you truly can't explain in words.

There are different ways on how you express your love to others, some might express it romantically, some might express it indirectly, differently than others..

It all started in the first day of school, inside the classroom, is the day and where we first met. The moment that I saw her, I knew, I knew and I told myself that she was the one. 

My eyes were blinded by the moment she passed by. Thinking to myself, that this is moment that I have been waiting for that someone is now a part of my life.

The smell of her elegant lavender perfume, they all came to my senses.

She was very charming, different from the rest. Her eyes, were as black as ebony. Her lips, was as red as a cherry blossom in the fall.

And that.. is how I met my first love..

It was truly a love at first sight.

It's really crazy how powerful love really is, it could just come off with a single snap, like love at first sight, or sometimes for others, it takes a lot time and thinking just to love someone.

I made my move. I greeted her shyly, with a small wave. She waved back as well with a smile on her face.

I nervously asked her, "Do you want to have lunch with me later in the cafeteria?"

"Sure!" She replied with no hesitation.

This is the time what we became friends, we always went to the cafeteria as we always sat and ate together every lunch time.

This is it. It is happening. Every moment that we have spent together, just feels like a second to me. Every time we engage in a conversation, it feels like I am in heaven. Every time that she talks to me, I feel like I was hypnotized and intoxicated by her beauty.

Hearing her voice charmed me to the bottom of my heart and it immediately makes my day.

This feeling of mine happened for a lot of times every time we meet, until I finally decided to think to myself..

Should I confess my real feelings to her?

Am I ready to do it?

I thought of it every day and every night. I couldn't even sleep thinking about it.

Then finally, I told to myself "You can do it." I had the guts to do it. I finally confessed my feelings for her.

Thinking this would be the greatest moment of my life. What could possibly go wrong?

Here I am, waiting for her answer, just for her to say the words...

"I'm sorry.."

Now I know what love really feels like..

PAIN..

At least I had the guts to do it. At least.. at least I was brave enough, knowing if I were to confess sooner, I would just fall for false hope.

Lesson learned. There is no perfect ending in every love story, this is the time that I realize why people have different definitions of love. If you really love that person, you should let that person go and find someone else..

As the saying goes, there's plenty more fish in the sea, there are a lot people who are more deserving of your love.

Until today, I have never given up searching for love... knowing that it would come there at the right moment, at the right time..