Broken

My Truth (part II)

"I was an insecure, low self-esteem kid back then. If only i was brave enough to tell you the truth, we would've been happy now. Im probably be married to you" Taehyung said to Jimin with a smile and a teary eyes. Jimin was crying a little too, agreeing with Taehyung. He missed his chance because he was too scared to tell Taehyung the truth.

"The chance and the happiness we could've had if only we were brave" Jimin says.

They both paused. Immersed with their own thoughts.

"You're in love with him" Taehyung breaks the silence. Jimin just look shocked.

"Jimin-ah, dont repeat our mistake. Be honest and be true. He's been honest with you right from the start. Now its your turn to be honest with him, or more importantly, yourself. Im just like you, if you're happy, then its enough for me" Taehyung told Jimin and its the truth. Jimin just look at Taehyung and he knew that Taehyung is right. Maybe not the part where he's in love with Yoongi, his ego does not allow him to admit that, yet. But about be brave and be true. He thinks about all the chances he passed up because he's scared of the changes it would make in his life.

Then what about him and Yoongi?

———————Time skip to morning ———————

Jimin been looking for Yoongi since last night and still he is nowhere to be found. He tried calling but he turn his phone off. He look for him at the club he worked but he missed his shift. He didnt show up and Jimin was waiting for him all night, just incade he showed up. Then he tried looking for him through Yoongi's friend but then he realise, he doesnt really know who is Yoongi's friend is. Its really frustrating, Jimin finally realise that he doesnt know much about Yoongi, actually, he doesnt know shit about him. Its always been him on the receiving end, he never really give Yoongi anything.

Feeling like he's at the end of the rope, he finally remembers what Yoongi said to him.

What if i told you that im seeing Jonghyun again?

Jonghyun.

Its worth a shot.

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"I found you" Jimin

"Congratulation" Yoongi.

Jimin had to ask more than 10 people just to get a hold of Jonghyun who he has to convince, to tell him where Yoongi is. Turns out that he is staying at Jonghyun's place. It really made Jimin angry for some reason.

"You didnt come home. I was waiting for you" Jimin said.

"I never asked you to" Yoongi just answer him short and cold.

"I know you didnt, but i still wait anyway." Jimin takes a sit next to Yoongi, who scoot a bit further away.

"So me and Taehyung talked. Turns out im not the only one who's keeping secret. He told me that he used to be inlove with me too" Jimin told him.

"Good for you" Yoongi answered him unamused.

"Yoongi please-"

"What do you want from me, Park?" Yoongi asked. He tried to not show his feeling but hearing that made him angry and hurt.

"I want you to look at me" Jimin told him.

"Im always looking at you, Park. Its you who never look at me" Yoongi shoot back, looking at Jimin.

Ouch

"But dont worry. I wont be anymore." He added. "Im a big guy. I can handle being dump" he then look away.