Inhaling through my lungs...
Longer exhales yet clearness
Internal resolves and shaky courage.
Eyes probably wet with tears surround my bed.
Everloving family and friends
Shifted beanie on my head adjusted,
The little companion of my shining scalp.
Cancer sure must have made me look like crap.
Beep beep...it's slowed now.
I can hear and see clearly...
Yet my lips and eyes are shut
I'm right here...
Have been for a while.
There's pressure on my arm...soft
I hear mother's scream.
I feel her touch yanked away...
It's time to be off the life support now.
I failed to see a door out.
Spirals and life flashes.
Screams and convulses.
All the effort for a twitch of my finger.
Wish they could have seen that.
I let go now...
But I let go a fighter.
Beeeeeepppppppp...
Inhaling...
I see the light now I smile,
Slightly pushing the door.
-ifelee
