"no anthony you cant do this to me, not now. You had a whole year and the second i'm finally happy you wanna come back into my life? i've finally got my shit together and put together the pieces you left me in. "
i honestly dont even know if im ready yet or if i ever will be but i click on the icon, log in and post. i spent the past couple monts trying to stay clean going to rehab but obviously failing, partying with tristan, travelling, a few shows and doing a fuck tonne of therapy. todays my first day home, actually my first time back in kentucky, its so weird and empty. im greeted my the maid and my dog, he rushes over to me and lick my face bouncing in excitement. i bake him a dog safe cake and scroll through my instagram. i expected to find my account with only a few followers left after the haitus for months and im surprised to see over 5 million followers. ahhhh
instagram
may 2nd 2019
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chelseajones: IM BACK ! also its my dogs birthday :))
ty all for 5 mil <3
user824: no fucking way
user9242: holy fuck im ready for the drama on tour
user392: @ user9242 what tour ?
user9242 : @ user392 pretty sure shes going on the lights out tour
selenagomez : happy birthday pablocito x and its good to have you back
chelseajones : @selenagomez ty and we need to hang soon x
user929: @luvanthony @ jadenhossler
daniellecohn : yes omg
maddieziegler: we all missed you sm
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luvanthony: i dont know how to feel
user423 : its obv about @ chelseajones
user023: have fun on tour lmfao
jadenhossler : same
xlilhuddy: @ jadenhossler ok me too
imgriffinjohnson: @ xlilhuddy i havent even met her but like i wanna be included so yea same
imgriffinjohnson: oops
imgriffinjohnson: i meant uh him
user492: @ imgriffinjohnson lol
why do i feel like im being made fun of lol. i check my dms and notice one in particular, jaden. i havent spoken to him since la, well i havent really spoken to any of the boys since then. im pretty sure theyve all heard what happened and probably more. yay im going on tour with a bunch of people who probably already dont like me.
dms
jadenhossler : hey
chelseajones: hey, its been a while.
whats up?
jadenhossler: me and some of the boys were
just wondering if you wanted to join a groupchat,
since ur going on tour w us
chelseajones : yea, sure
jadenhossler: ok cool.
chelseajones : jaden
jadenhossler: yea
chelseajones: are we good :/
jadenhossler : it depends, are you clean ?
chelseajones: yea.
jadenhossler: then yea ig were good.
i missed you
chelseajones: i missed you too
jadenhossler: :))
i smile at our conversation still feeling somewhat guilty about lying. i mean, ive been trying to stay clean so its not that much of a lie. right ? i open the groupchat and look at whos on it .
Payton Moormeier ,Chase Hudson, Anthony Reeves, Jaden Hossler, Noen Eubanks, Griffin Johnson and Chase Keith.
we all talked for a bit, well i mostly just observed but yea. it was weird being on the group with anthony and jaden but i really hope during the time on tour, we can become friends again. anthony and jaden have changed so much, i hate to admit it but im not sure if i like the way theyve become. maybe its just online jokes or whatever but the way they talk about other girls kinda makes me sick.
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chelseajonesspam: youre just a stranger with my secrets though i still find it scary i find myself falling asleep to the thought of you.
