"no anthony you cant do this to me, not now. You had a whole year and the second i'm finally happy you wanna come back into my life? i've finally got my shit together and put together the pieces you left me in. "
she still hasn't talked to me, i miss her so much and i don't know what i did wrong. ive never felt so lost, something about being away from her drives me crazy. her smile, her laugh, her voice. its like im in withdrawal and its only been a day. we've been apart a few times but never like this. even after arguments we end up on good terms, but we didnt have a fight or anything. what the fuck did i do.
16th june 2018
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anthonydlow : what'd i do , just talk to me c ;/
xlilhuddy: bro u might as well have tagged her
iitspayton: @ xlilhuddy chill
jadenhossler : @ ch-
jadenhossler: @ chasekeith lol
anthonydlow : @ jadenhossler word
17th june 2018
Los Angeles, California
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chelseajones: life goes on, with or without you </3
jadenhossler : meetups imy
chelseajones: @ jadenhossler word
user1883 : did something happen with anthony? whyd you delete photos?
user382: i heard she cheated
user9240: @ user382 i heard it was anthony oop-
user 339: @ user9240 i mean they never confirmed anything so
xlilhuddy : cutie .
chelseajones: @ xlilhuddy no u xo
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anthonydlow : how do you just leave like that, like nothing ever happened between us, like i never meant anything to you.
jadenhossler : dm me bro
xlilhuddy : u alg dude ?
anthonydlow : @ xlilhuddy not really
xlilhuddy : i got u bro no matter what jus msg me
cynthiaparker : )):
Dms
anthonydlow : yo
jadenhossler : whats up dude
anthonydlow: idk man chelsea hasnt
talked to me since the party
then she goes off to la
jadenhossler : fuck well i just talked to her and
im gonna go w chase to see her,
i can ask whats up w u guys
anthonydlow: thanks dude
Chelseas pov.
how can he post things like that after he hooked up with my bestfriend at a party. how can he even stomach the fact that he cheated because i for one feel sick everytime see a photo of him or his @ . Fuck the whole point of leaving was to get away from him and everything that happened. maybe i acted out of impulse but i unfollow/un add him on everything i can think of till i go to facebook and hit the tags. its a photo of me, him, my mom and his mom on the first day of pre school. pain surges through my body. i miss her, and i know i shouldnt but i miss him. he was the only one there for me when she . passed and i should let go of him but i cant. how do i when ive loved him for as long as i can remember, so much that the feeling itself its etched into my bones along with the feeling i get around him. how do i let go of the only place ive ever felt at home.
i dont even know who i am without him.
A/N - hi if anyones actually reading this pls comment if i should continue lol thanks xo
