Intersection [Hopekook]

Call me back...please..

Jeongguk¤

"Do you remember Hoseok? Do you remember when we first met? Jeez time does fly doesn't it..? We were living our own separate lives. Different people born in different places. Our lines never crossing. That is until Highschool year, you were a junior and I was a freshman. We met because of our friends and for the first time our lines intersected. I was glad they did. When I first met you, you were so different. Always so happy you always had this heart shaped smile on you're face. I couldn't get enough of it. I guess you felt the same way about me cause for a long period of time your heart belonged to me. My heart belonged to you. We had so many moments so many memories I wish I can relive some I regret but it didn't matter when I had you with me. I guess good things don't last huh..? We had different plans for the future. You wanted to become a dancer. I wanted to go to University. We couldn't work around our plans especially when I had to move to the states to attend University. Just like that our lines went in opposite directions again. I should've of never agreed to end us. We should of at least tried a little harder. Maybe our love was already faltering so trying wouldn't be trying. Maybe when I heard the concern in your voice after I started to cry I should've said no. No don't go...Don't leave me..Hoseok.. Sometimes I'd think "What if I could never forget you..?". "What if I'm trying, but then I close my eyes and then I'm right back lost in your last goodbye..?". "What if time can't do what's its supposed to do..?" "What if I never get over you...?". But I guess life had a different plan. I'm married now. It was cruel of me I didn't love him but I married him because I thought It'd help me stop loving you. Cause when I look at him, all I can see is you. It's cruel but I'm afraid to end it. Im afraid there won't be anyone else who would love me the way you did. "Tell me did you move on too? Are you happy? Was it easier to stop, to stop loving me..?" I guess I just missed you again. My heart can't get over the fact that you're no longer here. I miss you..I miss you so much, I can't even sleep at night. All I do is think of you. God you're laugh it keeps me up at night. You didn't even call like you said you would. You'd call me every Friday night, but that became every once a week, to once a month, to once a year, to never. I'm tired of playing this game. Hoseok I'm tired of waiting for you. Im tired of waiting for your call, so could you please. "Could you please just call me back..!"

The room colored in dark shades of purple and blue, a quarter of the room illuminated by the bright moon and lit on the other side by a bright candle that burns soft shades of orange. Gentle wind breezes through the white curtains making them dance around in the semi quite room. Soft sobs can be heard in the dark as a click is hard in between the semi noiseless room. If you can listen hard enough the sound of tears can be heard hitting the paper that lays on the desk. Damped paper work from the lonesome boy who cries harder now. Then a light beeps red. The sound of click can be heard breaking the silence. The boy's breath hitches, eyes widen, his lips shake softly, goosebumps line his arms and neck. His tears grown even more prominent now as anticipation runs through his body.

"Jeongguk..?"

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  I hope you enjoyed this oneshot. I just had an idea and decided to write it out. Im not very good at writing but I tried. Sorry for not updating a chapter on blueside that will be next. Goodbye!! Lots of love!! 💜