Many people always ask me
"Yo fatty,why you always skipping school huh?"
Whenever I tried to give my reason they always cut my words,
So I just stood still and being silent when they all make fun of me.called me with bad names
Fatty
Ugly
Noob
Lonely
Wasted
I should kill myself for world peace
My friends can't do anything about it because they are more powerful than us,
I never cried at school because I always told myself to be strong,
Because I'm not a fucking crbaby that need to cry over things they said everytime,
So I just stood up and excuse myself to go to the toilet, I washed my face and stared at myself in the mirror and insulted myself,
"Fuck you world"
"Fuck myself I hope I die"
"I wish I never exist in this world"
I keep repeated that words many times,
My existence is a mistake,
I want to kill myself but I know I i will go straight to the hell for the sin I've made.
So I just sit silently at my bed and stare at ceiling for a hour and hour.
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Non-Fictionproblem with family problem with friends problem with the toxic people problem with life and most likely problem with myself
