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Chelseas pov. 

july 15th 2018

3:09am. i continue to stare at the clock as if it were gonna give me a magical answer as to where i . would be shipped off to this time. two hours ago i would've never thought of leaving this place but shit happens. Im leaving again and i don't know if i wanna come back this time, seeing him, seeing them, together. it's just too much. last time dad sent me to rehab but now that i've decided to be spontaneous he arranged a flight to the first plane out of here. I open my closet and im flooded with memories, photos of me anthony and bailey are everywhere, ive convinced myself that its why i need to go. if i just ignore the problem long enough it'll go away right? i mean ive tried, but how can you shake the feeling of betrayal and abandonment? surely its just  a change of scenery i need, i've just been here too long thats all. 

after an hour of extensive reminiscing and procrastination i finally manage to pull myself together and pack my clothes. i brought my laptop, chargers, toiletries and a few extra clothes. i'm sure wherever i'm going will have decent stores, plus i have dads platinum card. he isn't too good with this kinda stuff, i mean don't get me wrong i appreciate everything hes given to me but he thinks every problem can be fixed with money, i guess if its about paying off teachers and whatever he could be right but im not so sure it works for everything . i just miss when my mom was around, i cant remember much but i knew were all happier then. 

"chels its time to go" my dad yells from across the hall. 

i grab my bag, put my headphones in and play some music to drown out the sound of my heartbeat. im do a decent amount of travelling but i still get anxious every time, anthony helps with that. helped. i get into the car and rest my head on the window. my dad taps me on the shoulder to let me know were at the airport, i take my bag with me and start to board the jet.

"bye hon, have a safe flight." he says without looking up from his phone.

"thanks dad, bye." i walk in and set my things up. i go over to the pilot and see stacie, i know it might be weird but she's kinda like my mom, whenever we use the jet my dad makes sure she's the pilot and she usually stays at . the same hotel with me for a while just to make sure im alright.

"aw chelsea darling what is it this time?"  i give her a hug as she sends a smile my way , instantly making me feel better. I explain what happened and she responds with

" You know what? i never liked that kid, something was always off with that one. Boys your age really aren't worth it, they mature later." i knew it was true but i didn't wanna believe it , its stupid but i thought he was the one, like he was different and better than what the others were like. stupid i know.

we finish our conversation and the ground crew give they okay fore takeoff. i get into my seat and put my laptop into my airplane mode, i pickup my phone and was about to do the same but he texted me.

4:01am 

anthony ♥︎ : hey chase said you left and i went by your house and you weren't home. whats up with you ?

anthony ♥︎ : 4:14am voicemail left 0:55s.

info ; block this caller 

i delete all the photos and stories of him on my instagram and i put my phone on airplane mode. i rest my head and close my eyes preparing for takeoff. 

a/n comments and feedback is really appreciated :))

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