Forbidden Love [EDITING]

Forty

"I hope you're happy." ngumiti ako sa kanya. "I am." sagot ko saka tinitigan ang babaeng nakaputing damit na unti unti papalapit sa akin. Wala na rin si Dane sa tabi ko.

"We'll start now." tapik ni Selena sa balikat ko para yata tumingin sakanya pero diretso ang tingin ko kay Lexi. "You look stunning." parang nawawalan ako ng hangin sa pagkasabi ko nun at napatawa naman siya. "You look stunning too, baby." she winked at me.

"Will you walk with me?" inilahad niya ang kamay niya sa harapan ko at kinuha ito. Nag holding hands kami. "It would be my pleasure." nag lakad kami habang may musikang tumutugtog at kitang kita ko rin ang unti unting pagsilip ng araw.

Sunrise.

Nakangiti kami hanggang sa makarating kami sa harap. Nagsalita si Aly sa harap namin. "Wag na natin pahabaain to at alam kong excited na kayo sa honeymoon niyo." nagtawanan naman sila Dane at Selena.

Humarap ako kay Lexi saka hinawakan ang kamay niya. "I, Alexein Kiera Sandoval promise to love you forever and ever. I know our relationship wasn't perfect there are times I see you get tired but there were never a time you gave up on me. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you and today, in front of our friends I cannot promise not to hurt you because I believe that with love comes with pain but I promise to make you happy everyday in our life." naiiyak siyang ngumiti sa akin.

"I, Kathryn Lexi Torres promise to love you forever and ever. I know our relationship wasn't never easy. And believe me, I will choose you over and over again. My heart will never get tired of loving you. Thank you for everything. You mean a lot to me. You are my world and a world without you is lifeless. Thank you for coming into my life." pinunasan ko ang luha sa mukha niya.

"Okay you may now kiss each other bitches." sigaw ni Aly saka ko hinawakan ang cheeks niya at pinaglapit ko ang mga labi namin.

Pagkatapos ng wedding namin nagpapicture kami saka kumain at iniwanan na kami nila Dane dito sa resort.

Bumalik kami sa rest house. Halos naka bra at panty lang kami dahil hinubad namin agad yung wedding dress namin at umupo ako sa may sofa saka naman umupo siya sa may lap ko.

I wrapped my arms around her waist. "Mahal kita." I whispered and then she kissed me. Nilagay naman niya ang kamay niya sa leeg ko saka mas nilalaliman ko ang halik namin.

Pareho kaming napatigil sa halikan namin nung tumawag si Dane at sinagot ko ito.

"Your flight is 9pm, Paki sabi kay Lexi. Thanks." sabi niya na ikinatigil ni Lexi sa paghalik sa leeg ko.

Pareho kaming napatahimik kaya nilagay ko sa side ko yung phone ko at saka siya tinitigan. "Pwede bang.. wag na tayong tumuloy?" may part sakin na pigilan rin siya umalis.

"Mukhang okay man tayo ngayon but baby we both know we're still in the process of healing and restoration from our past. As much as I want to stay here with you and make love with you forever pero hindi ganon kadali yun Lexi. We still need to fix our self, our dreams and most especially your relationship with your mother." seryoso kong sinabi sakanya at sinandal ang noo ko sa noo niya.

"You don't know how much I want you stay by my side forever but we both need this." naiiyak akong sabi sakanya saka niya ako niyakap.

"Okay lang ba sayo? Kung hindi mo gusto... then we can talk about it." maingat kong sabi sakanya na ikinatango niya. "I guess... we both needed this." mahinang sagot niya.

Nakatulog ako.

Shit.

Bumangon ako at pagtingin ko ng oras alas kwatro na. Damn! I wasted a lot of time. I shouldn't have slept.