Deewangi

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MATURE CONTENT AHEAD!

Ahad:

Ye theek nhi hua, meri Hooriya ye deserve nahi krti thi. Wo tw bchpan se hi drd sehte huay arahi thi, phr ab is brre drd ki kya tuk bnti thi. Kyun Allah?
Jo hua tha wesa nahi hona chhye tha.
Ya Allah? Kyun?

Akhir'kaar Hooriya aur uske baba dono is shadi se muttafiq thay. Sb kuch itna jldi hua ke mjhe theek se uske liye koi tuhfe lene ka, ya phr kuch special krne ka bhi waqt nahi mila.

Jo khwab maine dekha tha wo bohat drawna aur ronghte khre krdene wala khwab tha. Maine Allah se panah mangi aur usse guzarish ki ke ye khwab kbhi sach na ho.

Kal hmara nikkah tha aur uske bad wo hmesha ke liye meri dulhan bnkr mere jeewan'saathi ke roop mai meri zindagi main shamil hone wali thi. Aur shadi se ek din pehle ye khwab?

Maine khyalat ko jhatakte huay, lahawl prha aur phir roz ke mamul main msroof hogya.

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Bus sirf ek raat aur guzarni thi uske bad aane wali subah mere liye ek naya din lekr aane wali thi. Main Allah se dua kr rha tha ke woh sb behettar kre aur meri shadishuda zindagi main koi dushwari nahi aaye. Jo khwab... Nahi ab main us baare mai nahi sochuga.

Mahroon color ki sherwani blkl tyyar bed ki ek side pr rkhi hui thi jisse maine utha kr almari mai tanga dya tha.

Lights off krte huay mai let gya, aur ab mere zehn mai sirf ek hi soch thi. Allah kre aane wali subah jald hi ajaye, ab aur intezar krna bohat muhskil lgrha tha.

Uske khubsurat baalon ko ghaseet'te huay koi usse andr ki traf le ja rha tha, aur main blkl be'bas khrra usse dekh rha tha. Meri ankhon main ansoo aur khoon dono utar aye thay, apni bebasi aur apni mjburi pr main sirf matam krskta tha. Uss haiwan ne apna karahiat wala chehra dhanp rkha tha , aur wo darinda meri masoom Hooriya ki trf brh rha tha. Main bebas tha mere hatho se khoon ris rha tha, hr uss bdle main jo maine apne apko churane ki koshish ki thi ek blade ka cut mere hatho pr gaar dya jata. Ab tk tw itne cuts lgchuke thay ke main apne hi khoon ke puddle(jowhar) main lachargi se kharra tha. Mjhe apni kisi bhi  khoon ke boond girne ki itni tkleef nahi thi, jo tkleef mjhe Hooriya ko dekhte huay ho rhi thi. Jo tkleef meri rooh ko horhi thi, wo tkleef jism pr lge huay zakham se zyada thi.

' Usse chor do pls. Tm jo kahoge main wo kruga. Tm chahte ho tw mjhe sari zindagi ke liye apna ghulam bna lo, tum chaho tw main apni sari dolat tmhe de skta hun, bus iltija krta hun meri Hooriya ko chor do. Pls. '

Maine girgira kr uski traf dekha ke shayad wo kuch soch kr meri kisi bhi peshkash pr amada hojaye.

" Nahi! Mjhe tumse koi mtlb nahi. Mjhe sirf aur sirf is lrki ko brbad krna hay. Jo main krchuka hun. Lekin wo kya hay ke ye bohat hi khubsurat lrki hay, HOORIYA! Kitna pyara nam hay. Mera isse dil nahi bhar rha. Main isse jitna choo rha hun aesa lgrha hay aab-e-hayat pee rha hun. Aur tm kehrhe ho chor du? Hhahahaaha. HOOR... Meri HOOR ... "

' SHUTUP!!!! YOU BA***** , apni napak zaban se meri biwi ka naam mt lo. Acha hi kya hay jo tmne apna makrooh chehra chupa rkha hay... '

" Oh tm chahte ho tmhari khubsurat biwi mera chehra dekhe? Tch tch tch. Kher ab tum chahte ho tw main hata deta hu apna naqab. Lekin , shayad tmhari biwi mjhe pehchan kr aur zyada takleef main aye... HOOR tm mjhe dekhna chahogi? "

Aur wo uske blkl qareeb ja kr beth gya, Hooriya ki thori ko us ne apni ungli se upr kya. Uska chehra blkl zard tha mjhe khauf araha tha kaheen wo...

" Pehchaana? "

Aur phir foran hi ek drdnak cheekh ke saath Hooriya bedum ho kr gir gyi,  aur main...

" Nhiiiiiiii! Hooriya!!!!! "

Mere mathay pr paseena chamak rha tha,khirki khuli hone k bawjud mjhe aesa lgrha tha mera dum ghut rha hy. Jese saans lena duahwar ho, jese kisi ne mera gala ghont rkha ho.

" Ya Allah, Meri Hooriya ki hifazat krna"