Poems and Proverbs of the Crazy

Good Envy?

I have a friend who's outlook on life is beautiful, so much so I envy them. I wish I could have such a strong sense of wrong and right. I understand that these previous proverbs would perhaps reveal that I do, but those have really nothing to do with the everyday things. A lie here and there, and is laziness a sin? Wouldn't it be so? And even if it were, it's easy to just talk about it here on Wattpad where it makes me look like a saint, but in reality, I doubt anyone looks up to me cause I always try to do what's right. That's where my jealousy comes in. And I don't want to be the bad jealous, but there's a good kind. I never understood that. But anyway, they take that sense and use it, and I see all sorts of good coming out of it. They keep the group together, focused on God, and they try to help them do right. There's very few people who I have ever wanted to be like, but for this person I do. And to be honest, I think she's more like Snow White than a vampire or emo girl.