My days were good before
I actually enjoyed that times
Those days where I don't have to think of anything
I don't need to solve the puzzle of my life
I let the world take me to the next step
There were no worries in my mind
But those days were only temporary
I grew up
I step up to the next level of life
Suddenly things were not going to my expectations
Life keeps terrifying me
The people, the surrounding
They terrified me
I'm scared in this big world
I feel like I am so small being compared to the world
I feel like I don't want to be in this world anymore
I want to go far away from this world
This world is never the same anymore
I try to escape so many times
But I keep on failing
I was slapped by the brutal reality
There were much more than what I imagined it to be
I keep letting myself being push down by the world
I never get to go up again
In the end, I am still on the ground again and again.
