how to fall in love with a emo

painful memories

Evan POV

I got into my used car and started driving to school.

first day evan first day.

this is my first day back at middle college and i was so pumped to see my old friends. We had been friends since middle school and thei r alaways there for me through thick and thin. I turned on the radio and started going along with a new song that was almost over. Then the song that I had been blocking for 3 years came on.

"And if your heart stops beating

I'll be here wondering

Did you get what you deserve?

The ending of your life

And if you get to heaven

I'll be here waiting, babe

Did you get what you deserve?

The end, and if your life won't wait

Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?

No one ever had much nice to say

I think they never liked you anyway

Oh take me from the hospital bed

Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned.

And wouldn't it be great If we were dead?

Ohh dead.

Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish

You never fell in love

Did you get what you deserve?

The ending of your life

And if you* get to heaven

I'll be here waiting, babe

Did you get what you deserve?

The end, and if your life won't wait

Then your heart can't take th-"

"DAMN IT!!!!!!"

I almost broke the mute button on the radio slamming it down on with my fist. Icouldn't take it, it felt like my heart broke all over again. "thats was our song... i just listened to our song without you"  I couldn't stop the tears that were coming down until I saw the school up ahead, and it took my mind off of her. I know that if a memory as big as that one came back I don't think i could control the tears.

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Hiiii!!!! hope u enjoyed and since i procrastinate a WHOLE lot it might be awhile til the next chapter, goodday and awkward hugs for all....*runs away and accidently runs into a very large obvious tree,)

- brittany ;D