Shouldn't Have Kissed You.

Epilogue

It was true. Every time he told his son to raise up hand it always ended with a tickle. And so he had to promise that he had no intention of doing that. Which was of course a lie. The two ended up rolling on the bed and his son out of breath and begging his father to stop. Of course not without a catch. Who doesn't do that anyway? Who doesn't use there kids to get what the want and not in bad way.

"Will you throw water on you nanny again?"

No...no dad, I...I won't do that again daddy, please stop."

"You keep saying that, now promise me."

"I do dad, please stop."

And he did. He could help but laugh at the look that he got from his son. He just said I love you too and began to help him get dressed. After few minutes, his son was all dressed up and they were all ending down stairs to have their breakfast. Chris helped his son sit on his chair and opened his already served food. He helped him in eating something that Prince didn't like since he knew how to feed himself. But what could he do? The kid was growing up so quickly and he didn't want that.

Who does anyway? Parents always want their kids to grow up but at the same time don't. Its like they just want them to stay kids forever which can never happen. That's God's plan and we can't do anything to stop it. Once they were done with breakfast, Alma took the utensils away before she came back with a backpack. 

"Its that time of the month and a day again."

"It sure is Alma, we've to visit her again."

Chris took his son's hand and before they could walk out Alma spoke up.

"I think you should stop the visit Chris, I mean you should move on."

Chris just smiled at her and said he wished that it was that easy. And he sure did. He did wish that things were different. That he could move on from what took place five years ago but he couldn't. He just wanted to visit her every time. He just wanted to do that but he had to keep on reminding himself that his son came before anything. That his son was first before his love. Chris said goodbye to Alma and walked out with his son.

"We are visit mother today." Prince said when Chris got inside the car after he settled him at the back seat. "I will tell her how I have been a good boy and show her my drawings."

Chris smiled at his son before he started the car. "Have you know?" He looked quickly at the back. "You've been the opposite of good son."

"Its not true and mamma will know it." That was true, she will always take his side. "Do you think that she will like my drawings?"

"No, I think she will love them, Prince."

And the rest of the drive was quite. He was on his own thoughts that he never wanted his son to know about them. He so many regrets in life but he never let them come in between him and his son. He never let them define him before his son. And never wanted to loose his son for them. That was how much he wanted to protect this kid. That was how much he was will to go when it came to this kid. He would even kill himself for it.

"We are here now." He said when he pulled the car into a parking lot. 

Chris killed the engine and helped his son out of the care. He hated this place. He hated the smell that it came with it. He hated even to look at the surrounding but he had no chose. He had to visit her this date. He had to be here today because this is what she chose. This is what she preferred over him and he couldn't do anything. 

Chris took his son's hand and backpack and walked towards the gate. He didn't want to bring his son here and maybe today would be the last time. Maybe. That's what he kept on telling himself when he brought him here. That what he kept on saying but he always found himself back her. It was same old same but maybe this time he could do it.