Does my past decide my future?

What I want from you is distance

I woke up feeling a pain in my back and as soon as I opened my eyes, I was frightened to see that I was no longer on the plane, but rather, at home, more precisely in my room, I lay down for a while thinking about how I got here? Until I heard my bedroom door open and Eunhyuk walked in showing that beautiful smile that only he had to smile back to reciprocate and he soon ran to my bed and hugged me. We hugged for about 2-3 minutes, until he walked away a little and asked:

- Are you okay, Kyu?

I knew why he asked and for that reason I felt a huge pain in my chest, I'd never loved anyone, I'd never been betrayed, and at that moment I didn't even talk to him to find out his motives, even so, I wouldn't forgive him as he could betray me with my own friend, of course, all betrayal must be horrible, but when betrayal is with a friend it's much worse.

I pulled a little air and answered:

- Yes, Eunhyuk. Don't worry I'm fine!

He stared at me for a few minutes it was as if he could read my mind, even he came closer and spoke close to my ear:

- Don't worry kyu, I'm with you!

I moved a little away from him, so I could look him in the eye and spoke to him calmly:

- Thanks Eunhyuk, but don't worry I'm fine!

I disguised a smile, so that he wouldn't notice if really how I was feeling, it was as if I had no more reason to live, my life was completely destroyed, but I don't want Eunhyuk to know that, I don't want him to be stunned because of me, he already has Donghae, his boyfriend, to worry about and I won't be the reason for an argument between them. Eunhyuk and I stared at each other in silence for about 3 to 7 seconds, until my omma came into my room, talking to us to go out to dinner, I had no desire to leave, but my omma always knows how to take me out, she said that we are going to have dinner at a diner here near my school, of course I couldn't say no, because I'm crazy to see how the school reform went, I forgot to tell her why I was going on a trip, was that last year the school caught fire, luckily there was no one in the school on the day, but the principal warned that for this reason the school would close for a year and that every student should look for other colleges to study, so that we do not have to repeat the year, as I was one of the best students, the principal indicated that I went to study in New York, my parents soon accepted the idea and I of course loved, but what about siwon? I didn't want to get away from him, it was only three months since we were dating and I was jealous of leaving him alone, but he said it was for my future and so I should go and just one day before my trip, he gave me a ring and told me he would wait for me, I promised him, that I would only study there until the school was ready. And now look at me, I'll keep what I promised, he didn't and I'll never forgive him.

So I stopped dreaming and went with my parents and Eunhyuk to the cafeteria and as I already imagined, my oppa stopped the car and me and Eunhyuk went down but they didn't and already smiling my omma looked at us and spoke:

- Son, me and your father, we're going to the French restaurant, in an hour, the agent will pick you up, all right?

Before I could protest their car was already walking I stared at Eunhyuk, who just smiled at what happened so I started smiling too.

Already inside the snack bar, which was very crowded, something I don't like is healthy:

People who think they're the last cracker in the package and places are very crowded. Because the place is crowded we had to sit on the counter, we were soon attended by a girl who in my opinion, is very beautiful and what most caught my attention was her belly, she was pregnant and for sure, she was about 7 to 8 months pregnant, it was amazing how a pregnant girl still worked in a place like this, which certainly must be a very heavy job. When she saw us she smiled and was super kind, soon me and Eunhyuk, we were already with our hamburgers and sodas and we were already talking about various subjects until my cell phone rings as soon as I answer me subject to hear the voice on the other side of the line:

- Kyu my love, you came back to me!

I stayed a while without saying anything, I was scared and scared, what to say? How to act?

Until I remembered Eunhyuk's words and anger took hold of me and I said almost screaming and scaring Eunhyuk who just stared at me:

- Don't ever call me again, don't look for me, I don't ever want to see you again!

After these words, I turned off my cell phone and looked at Eunhyuk who was just looking at me without understanding anything, so I started to feel some tears coming down my face, so I took courage and told Eunhyuk before he even asked if:

- Eunhy, I don't want to see the siwon today, I just want distance from him, please take me home.

So I hugged him, but I ended up losing consciousness and fainting in his arms.

Continuous!