Forever & Always

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I need to explain this whole thing to Blake. But how?

I turn my head to the left where my window is and I see Blake laying on the bed with his hands behind his head. He was also staring at the ceiling getting lost in his own thoughts. His windows was pushed open a little bit.

Without even thinking I opened my window and climbed out.

God, the things that I do for this boy.

I grasp onto the branch of the tree that is between his window and my window, I wrap my legs around the big tree and I then put my legs on the edge of Blake's window.

I swear if I die...

I then hold onto Blake's window with my hands and I sit outside his window with my legs dangling.

I then turn to face his window since my back was to his window and I push the window open quietly.

Blake was still oblivious to that fact that I was breaking into his room.

That's good though, I don't want him to run away.

Once the window was open I put my legs in his room and jump down into his room.

I land onto his wooden floor with a thud and that's what caught Blake's attention. He turns his head to the right and sees me laying on his floor.

"Wow! Ava what are doing—" he looks at me in shock

"No. First listen to me Blake" I cut him off with a stern voice.

"How did you get in? Ava, don't you understand I don't want to talk to you right now" He says and gets up from the bed to get out of his room.

Without thinking I jump on his bed and pin him with my hands holding down on his shoulder and my legs on each side of his hip.

"No. First listen" I say

He rolls his eyes and starts to say something while getting up but I quickly shut him up by pushing him on his bed once again with my hands on his shoulder, I hold him down with all my strength.

His eyes widen and he looks at me like I'm growing another head.

I don't care.

"Listen Blake. You got the whole situation messed up on what happened yesterday. Yesterday when I was waiting for you to come and pick me up from the library I decided to make a quick stop to put some books in my locker, but then Vincent came out of no where and he forces himself on me. When he was kissing me I wasn't kissing him back, I couldn't move because he had me pinned against the locker, when I saw you I thought you'd help me by pulling Vincent away from me but I was hurt when you walked out of the school building, I was hurt because I never thought that you would think of me as someone who would cheat on you just like that. I'm not that type of person. I wanted to explain this to you today when we were in the washroom but you weren't listening to me." I explain looking at his eyes.

They were dark blue now, I'm not going to lie they looked kind of scary I prefer the vibrant light blue ones better.

He continues to stare at me intently and I was still kind of catching my breath from the whole climbing-into-my-boyfriends-window-in-the-middle-of-the-night fiasco and also from the whole speech thing I gave him.

Just then when when I think he's about to say something to me, he kisses me.

I was shocked because I didn't expect him to kiss me, I though he'd be mad at me for climbing into his window. I guess not.

I softly kiss him back, my heart is beating against my rib cage and I'm afraid I could have hypertension. Every muscle in my body tenses up so tight that everything just stopped, nothing was working anymore. I couldn't breath, I couldn't move. My heart is racing my nerves to see which one can go faster. It felt like my brain just completely shut off.

He pulls away and smiles at me. "I'm sorry, I'm so so so sorry for acting like that yesterday. I was just really mad and I didn't think before I spoke. It was a stupid move, I should have realised that you'll never do something like that to me, I'm sorry it was my fault, I should have—"

I cut him off by kissing him again softly on his lips, then his cheeks then his forehead.

"Don't say that it's your fault, you didn't do anything. You were just mad in the moment and you let it out on me. I understand. So...do you forgive me?" I ask

"You never did anything wrong, so there's nothing I need to forgive you for" he smiles and his cute little dimple pops up.

"Now...can you please get off me? You're literally sitting on me" he laughs

"Oh right...sorry" I blush and roll of him and I just lay down on his bed staring at his ceiling.

"Ava?"

"Hmm" I hum

"How did you get in?" He ask

"Oh I climbed into your window, it was kind of hard. I though I was going to die for a second, I have no idea how you do that all the time" I laugh and blush in embarrassment.

"Anyways, I really need to go, we have school tomorrow" I say and get off his bed, heading for the window again.

"You know you can go out through the door now...like a normal person" he laughs

"Right...Bye Blake, goodnight. Don't think about me too much" I wink and walk out his door.

I see Rose sitting on the sofa watching something on the tv.

"Bye Rose" I casually say and walk to the door.

"Yeah...Bye" she says too focused on the tv. But then she looks up at me in confusion and starts to say something but I was already out the door walking to my door.

But what I think she said was around the lines of "wait, how did you get in?"

Now...time to find a way to get in without my parents noticing I left in the first place.

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