see that was amazing wasn't it ... Jordan says as he placed his finger under my chin and I just looked at him
Yeah ... I gave him a weak smile
Fuck I've missed you ... he says as he placed a kiss on my neck and I just looked at the ceiling
I don't want to anymore Jordan ....
it's fine ... he mumbled
Jordan that's enough ... I said as I placed my hands on his chest
it's okay ... he says and I just closed my eyes
It's okay ... he kept on repeating himself
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Kelly are you alright ... Stacey says and I quickly walked towards her and just hugged her
What's wrong ... she says
Nothing I just thought I was late I didn't want you to hate me ... I just began to cry but I mean that wasn't the real reason why
Jordan told me earlier that there was no way out so I'm totally Fucking screwed
you aren't late ... she says
goodluck okay your first game is always the best alright kick some ass I'm very proud of you ... and she smiled
because of you I'm at a better school so thank you ... she says
I'm going to find a seat alright I love you ...
make sure you record for mom to see ... she says
Yeah I will ... I smiled
I really wish my mom was here
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hey what's up ... Kian smiled
I did it ...
Did what ... he says and I sat down on his couch
I broke up wirh Jordan .... and he sat next to me
Really how did it go ... he says
Well he yelled called me many names but we are done ...
Really ... he smiled and I gave him a weak smile
Yeah ... and he walked towards me
So that means I can kiss you now right ... he says
You can do more than just kiss me ... and he smiled as he leaned in to kiss me
Tell me what you want to do ... he says when he pulled away from the kiss
I want you again ....
alright then I like that idea ... he smiled as he kissed me again but this time he laid me down on the couch
I will be right back let me go get a condom ... he chuckled and I nodded
Okay ... once he left my smile just faded away I quickly turned my phone off and then I took my clothes off just leaving myself half naked
Kian walked back into the living room and he raised his eyebrow
Can I just Fucking look at you ... he smiled
well that's only fun for you ....
You have a point ... he says as he got a blanket he handed it to me then he took his pants off
he just sat down on the couch then got closer to me hovering over me
I was honestly going crazy just waiting for you ... he says
I'm glad you waited .... and he kissed me
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you don't have to be gentle anymore ...
are you sure ... he says and I nodded
I'm sure Kian ... and he just kissed me
Alright ... he says as he wrapped his arms around me
fuck ... I mumbled and just dug my nails onto his back as I looked at the ceiling
keep going Kian ... and I just felt him tighten his grip around me I just shut my eyes
I was enjoying it I was but I also felt very numb for some reason I keep getting myself into more trouble
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here is the cup of water ... Kian says and I quickly wiped off my tears
Hey what's wrong ... he says as he sat down on the couch
I lied ... I mumbled as I looked down
What do you mean lied about what ... he says and I turned to look at him
I tried to break up with him I did Kian .... and he slowly closed his eyes
Kelly ... he mumbled and I cut him off
I also had sex with him .... and he immediately moved his hand away from mine
When was this ... he says
Friday it was Stacey's game that day ....
you love doing things two days later huh ... he says
Kian I tried I did ...
you tried ... he chuckled
Yes I did ...
with his dick inside of you is that trying really .... he says and I looked down
he forced me the second time ...
Wow ... he mumbled as he moved away from me
I'm sorry okay ...
your sorry you tricked me for what huh so I could fuck you too ... he says
no Kian it's not like that ...
then tell me how it is then .. he says
when I'm with you I can make whatever decisions I want I can be myself around you Kian I don't need to be scared all the time ....
if he forced you why don't you call the police ... he says
and tell them what I wanted to have sex with him and the second round I didn't you really think they are going to believe me ...
I think you should go ... he says
Kian ...
I might not be Jordan I'm not going to hit you or anything but I'm a guy I'm allowed to get mad right so please just go ... he says
Aren't you listening to me ...
I've tried to help you I let you stay here for a while I've done everything but you just won't leave him so that's all on you alright please Kelly just go ... he says
okay .. I mumbled and as I started to change he just stood up and walked into his room
I fucked up
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