I strongly dislike surprises
My dress flows behind me as I make my way to the center
They're are really just lies dipped in sugar coating.
My head is held high, and I can feel the eyes on me; I hope they're proud
Secrets that make people happy for some reason.
The white lights shine bright as I approach my peers
As you might have guessed, they aren't my favorite.
I share quick smiles with those who aren't in a daze- though I smile at the ones that are
In fact I think they're ugly.
I find myself standing next to my close friend Ash
Apparently the feeling is mutual
I know we will probably be chosen as partners for life
They tricked me into feeling safe
The chance of us being chosen for each other is reassuring
Then ripped the floor from under me
It's almost a definite outcome
I wanted Ash
He is beautiful too
He is so much like me
I look around for my Uncle Remus and Aunt Fae
I can't imagine my family's disappointment
I spot them and make eye contact
I don't ever want to have to face them
My uncle waves excitedly and I see my Aunt pull his hand down
I wonder if they'll even acknowledge me
I chuckle under my breath when my uncle pouts and I laugh a little when my Aunt winks at me and waves discreetly
The embarrassment they must feel
I realize I've been straightening up unconsciously
The embarrassment I feel
Ash's fingers meet mine for just a second before retracting
I need to calm down
It's a tiny gesture but it's enough to relax me
But there is no one who can help me anymore
Thanks to my name I'm the first
This is good
I wish I'd gone later
I doubt anybody else would appreciate it as much as I do
I'm sure she would've been chosen with Cassidy or Julia if I had
I strongly dislike suspense
She would be good with either of them
It's better just to get it over with
But instead when they called my name,
I suppose I still believe that.
And the elders made their decision known
But this crushing feeling in my chest is almost as lethal... That stupid name.
The name they spoke was like a punch in the chest.
Kali.
"Kali."
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