Leaving Me

3

(Ethan's POV)

I woke up with my eyes stinging as I once again cried my self to sleep, I force my self to get out of bed as I walk towards the shower and pick out my outfit a usual hoodie with ripped
jeans and vans I turn the water on feeling the freezing substance hit my face and down my stomach I flinch at first but start to get used to it

I  get out and dry myself off and take a look at myself in the mirror I'm disgusted of myself that I physically gag, I decided to get dressed not bothering brushing threw my hair without giving any fucks and go to the kitchen and grab my favorite whiskey out of the cabinet and start drinking, once I finish a quarter of the bottle I put it back grab my keys and head out the door I start to walk down the streets to where that coffee shop was yesterday

I walk inside the coffee shop craving a bagel because I skipped breakfast,I try to avoid talking with people because their assholes but I don't care at this point, I sit in the corner of the room in a single booth and just look down at my blank phone and I just do happen to look up to see a girl running from a bus and across the street about to get hit by a car but she keeps running and I'll have to admit she's pretty fast, she heads towards this direction and stops right in front of the coffee shop
Damn all that for a bagel I thought but suddenly didn't care as I stared back into my phone zoning out and thinking about Grayson
How I could of helped him
How I should have listened to him
How it's my fault
It all starts flooding in my head as I tear up

Hello

I shouldn't be alive I thought

Hello

I don't deserve to live I thought

Hello I hear a soft voice say as I feel a hand on my shoulder

What

Are you ok?

I'm fine

I'm going to pretend like I believe you but what would you like

Like I said assholes I thought, I would like a bagel

A bagel

Yes a bagel are you deaf

No I just don't speak Bitch

Your speaking it right now

Mmhhmm ok well I'll come out with your bagel

Ok is all I said, I can be a dick sometimes I just hate sarcasm or when people ask to many questions then I just get pissed

Here's your bagel hoodie man sitting at the corner of the room

About time bitch who asks to many questions

It's Madison

It's I don't care

Alright and you are

Why should I have to tell you my name

Well until you do I'll just call you bagel boy

Like I'll ever be back in here

You will

And now I noticed where I've seen this douche  it's the guy I ran into yesterday behind this place I thought

You look familiar

Cool

Wait your that guy that was behind the building yesterday

What do you want a reward

Nope

Ok well then go away

Fine rude ass

Bye bye now madi son I say mocking her name

Bye bagel boy

Bitch I mumble as I walk out the coffee shop

(Madison's POV)
douche bag I thought As he walked out the coffee shop I've already had to deal with getting shoved into the wall this morning and being hit  in the stomach but I'm still standing

What are you doing talking to him

I don't know he was my costumer why

He hasn't talked to anyone since... she had watery eyes and looked down in guilt and sorrow
Did something happen to him I ask curiously but still sad

She got herself together and calmed down
Him and his umm.. twin brother she said hesitantly got in a car accident a few years back

Oh is all I could mange to say
My head was spinning with millions of questions
Was he mute?
How did it happen?
Is he ok?

Yeah Ethan has been fucked up since

So his name is Ethan
Honestly I would be pretty fucked up if I had a twin that died but I'm the only child thank god I wouldn't want my sibling going through what I'm going through

Did you know the twins I asked

I only really talked to Grayson
He was so sweet, he had brownish hair and beautiful hazel greenish eyes, and he was muscular and a little tall... he was my bestfriend she said tearing up again and putting her head down

This time I gave her a hug because honestly I can understand her pain

She gripped back tightly crying and sobbing as I just rubbed my hand along her back telling her it's ok

She calmed down once again and sat up wiping her drained makeup

The store had been closed since Ethan walked out so it was just me and her and I honestly felt bad for her losing your best friend during a car crash

I'm sorry about that she said sniffling

It's ok I understand I said

I just realized I never gave you my name she said lightly giggling
My name is Carly

Aww I like that I said with a light smile my name is Madison

Well I'm going to call you Madi if you don't mind she said smiling

I don't  care I said laughing which caused us both to laugh then I stopped by checking the time and rushing out telling her I'm sorry

I ran and ran passing each block for what seems like seconds and finally meeting the end of my block and at my house

I open the door that reveals my dad standing right there with a belt in his right hand and a beer bottle in his left

( Honestly working in a coffee shop is the cutest shit ever but This chapter was a little intense not gonna lie but hope y'all enjoyed it I'm trying to upload more often because school is up my ass ❤️)