19 Stray Kids AU [On Hold]

~Chapter 2~

 Chan was cleaning his fathers' desk which was by far the filthiest it had ever been. He had to use gloves due to the weapons that were scattered all over his father's table- with some, clearly had been used as it was covered in dried blood- Chan doesn't want his fingerprints on those weapons if his father were to accidentally drop it somewhere along the way of coming home thus he wears gloves every time when he has to clean his father's desk. Chan sighed at the sight and continued to pick up the weapons and putting them aside to clean later on when everything on the table is rearranged neatly.

As he was doing that, he suddenly heard a shatter from the kitchen. Chan immediately dropped everything and dashed out of his father's office to check up on Jisung as he was doing the dishes. Once he reached the kitchen, he saw Jisung on the floor, picking up the pieces of broken glass. To say that Chan was relieved that nothing bad happened, was wrong as he saw Jisung's right hand with scars as he was picking up, the sleeves kept going up and the scars were rather fresh as it was still bright red. Chan rushed to Jisungs' side and told him to go sit on the table while he swept up the broken glass. Jisung was confused but did what was told.

When Chan was done sweeping, he went to attend to him while taking out a med-kit out from one of the cupboards and stood in front of Jisung. Jisung's eyes widen as Chan started to pull the sleeves up.

"W-what are you doing?"

Jisung asked as he pulled back his right arm, looking at Chan with fear when Chan started to lean over and placed both his hands on the table, blocking Jisung from escaping the situation whilst looking at him intensely. He felt his face grew hot but also felt the presence around them drop. He was avoiding Chan's eyes until Chan used his finger to lift Jisungs' face to look at him. He froze at the action and when he met Chan's gaze, he knew that Chan was serious- making him shiver as he had never seen Chan like this.

"Tell me why do you have scars on your arm..."

Chan growled.

Jisung looked at him with fear as he heard Chan's growl. He didn't want to tell him but Chan's expression was saying otherwise and he had no choice but to tell him.

"I cut. I cut myself Chan"

Jisung said as he lowered his head waiting for Chan to shout and scream at him but that didn't happen.

"Why did you do it?"

Chan asked with a soft yet trembling voice which took Jisung by surprise.

"I...blame myself for my fathers' death and your father...he...he abused and hit me when you aren't home. He told me I'm useless. Not only that I overheard that he wanted to sell me away to one of his gang members who's just west from here. I'm sorry...if you hate me, I'm ok with it because I've always been hated on but I don't know why people would. I'm sorry that I cause trouble- "

Jisung was cut off when Chan hugged him tightly.

Jisung was shocked at the sudden contact but hugged him back as he felt safe and warm in Chan's arms. He started to cry at Chan's gesture as Jisung remembered all the things that happened to him back when he was younger. Chan started to soothe Jisung and rubbed his back, attempting to calm him down and told him that everything is going to be okay.

"It's okay little squirrel. I would never hate you...ever. I won't let you get hurt; I promise you. You don't deserve such treatment from my dad and the people who treated you badly. I would never hate you Ji, there is no reason to hate you."

Chan said as he patted Jisung's hair, soothing him with words that he had always wanted to say when he first met him.

Chan wanted to protect Jisung with all his heart, protecting him to the point where he would even sacrifice himself.

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Sry if I hv any grammatical errors or anything😅