13 Guys, 2 Girls | Seventeen × You

S2 Chapter 13

『..., 』

That there are cameras in the dorm, that it might also cause harm to people around me, that he has our fake weakness from our Japanese promotions, that he knows our past. Especially the last one, how would Unnie feel if I told her about that. She's probably think, "It's my fault" and blame herself. Now that all of them are able to laugh from the bottom of their hearts, I can't bring back such bad days.

『...I cann, ot』

「...I see」

For a second, Unnie looked sad. But I pretended not to notice it.

「...But if, that's about your body I'm not going to forgive you」

『...Okay, 』

「Well I know that that Sonwoo guy is involved just by watching」

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「...When it becomes too hard for you, just tell us everything. And then you'd probably feel better.」

Even if I can't tell them right now, one day. A day where I can tell them must come one day. So until that day....

『...I want you guys, to wait』

「...Haha, Of course. I'll wait even until I die」

Right then, the cakes were brought.

『...Wha, no, ...Isn't this a little too much...』

「It's fine it's fine」

...Well, it's fine, just for today.

And the next day, apparently some fan saw Unnie and me eating many cakes,"I wonder if Y/N's coming back?! She was eating cake!!" a picture of me with my mouth wide open was posted on social media, it was little embarrassing.

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" Reality is not that easy "

To the point these words were perfect for us, we had dropped. To the very bottom. Because of me. Because of me, this happened. Only if I wasn't here, only if I hadn't said such thing,

「...It not your fault, 」

The hand that Mingyu-Oppa put on my shoulder, I push it away by instinct.

『, Because, of, me, 』

It's, my, fault.

『, *huff, ...dOn, t, no!』

「Y/N calm down, 」

My breath becomes unstable, my body is shaking, my brain is ringing the bell to announce that I'm just about to break. As if it's a tap that is not tightened properly my tears overflow.

『NO, DON'T, NO!!!」

Mingyu-Oppa hold me down as I start going crazy and, the other twelve sufferingly look down.

『ah, ...AH, ...』

And laying in the middle,

『Wh, Y, ...Why, was it, Chanie, ? WHY, ...! Why, is, ..., Wh, y isn't it me...?! Hey, , Hey Oppa, Why, ...!』

Why, how come, ? No matter how much I ask Mingyu-Oppa looks away and, pushes my face onto his chest... He, protected me.

It echoes. With the warning, the voice I heard there echoes.

" ..., NOONA!!! "

The second I looked back the red thing that flew into my eyes first. And Rona's mom who is in fear and, Chanie one the floor and, ...And,