do i feel happy?

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Forever,
It's been forever since I've been truly happy.
I'm not sure why,
But I think it's because of the people.
The people in my life,
That actually care about and for me.

Today I realised how only a small group of people,
No matter who they are,
Will always mean something to you.
I have never felt such a pang in my heart,
From how much I truly love them.
They mean everything to me.

If I lose the most important 7 people in my life,
I will leave.
I will leave physically.
If there's nobody there that truly mean anything to you,
You will slowly begin to leave anyway,
I'll just make it quicker.

I don't remember what true happiness feels like but I would like to know one thing,
Do I feel happy?
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Eid Mubarak to everyone that celebrates it! I personally don't but I hope everyone had an amazing day <3

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