loser geek whatever

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jeremy]
i already know what it's like to
be the loser
i should find out what it's like to
not be the loser, or the geek, or the whatever

Jeremy and Michael could feel tears brimming their eyes everyone glares at jeremy who looks at michael in shame michael just shoots him a smile and looks back at the screen

i think i felt inconsequential
since middle school began
i knew i had no potential
to be the leading man

but based on how today's going
i'm finally gaining ground
i even got some blood flowing
with no computer screen around

which was cool
but what really felt good
was doing something that
i never thought that i could

it's not only school that's rough
being lonely's stupid tough
now, i think i've had enough
of being the loser, the geek, or whatever

nice to know his feelings are more important then mine Michael thought

michael thinks that weird is rad
but feeling weird just makes me sad
and i deserve to not feel bad
from being the loser, the geek, or whatever
sick of being in the loser, the geek or whatever – yeah!

at this point Michael had his sleeves under his eyes to cover the tears rolling down his face jeremy hugs him feeling extremely guilty

woah! uh huh, uh huh, uh huh!
woah! uh huh, uh huh!

dad taught me
"follow your instincts!
trust your inner voice!
listen to your heart!"
and such

my whole life i've followed my instincts

[jeremy, spoken]
well guess what!?
my instincts suck so much!

everyone felt a pang to their hearts because of how relateable that is

[jeremy, sung]
so now i'm taking direction
from another place
if my instincts have an objection
then that means i'm making the right choice!

"no Jeremey no!" rich screamed feeling like this was all his fault jake reassured him

"its not your fault babe" he whispered

behaving this way feels bizarre
but if things keep up the way they are
then soon enough i'll get real far
from being the loser, the geek, or whatever

if brooke can look me in the eye
like i'm some normal handsome guy
i owe it to myself to try not being the loser, the geek, or whatever
sick of being the loser, geek, or whatever – yeah!

chloe felt jealous as she hugged brooke closer brooke just giggled enjoying her time with her crush chloes heart fluttered when she heard the little giggle

woah! uh huh, uh huh, uh huh!
woah! uh huh, uh huh!

[?] me and i'll obey!
i have the band width to do as you say!
especially now, since i clearly see
the problem has always been me

Jeremy tightened his grip on Michael and looked up at him feeling horrible to see how damp his sleeves were

take a breath
and get prepared
but still i'm just a little scared
for who gets cut
and who gets spared
when i'm the cool dude, the hero, or whatever

everyones face softens they knew how guilty Jeremy was but they still felt tremendously bad for michael

if christine likes me in the end
will i be able to pretend
i didn't fail my one real friend?

nice to know a stupid crush is more important then your best friend of 12 years michael thought he lowered down his sleeves from his face and started to scratch his cuts again

"NO! you can't" brooke screamed in frustration 

but that's the shit i normally would think
get over it, get priorities in sync
just mute the voice inside your head
and connect to another source instead

i've earned a right to selfishly
be all for one and one for me
i've wasted all eternity
just being the loser, the geek, or whatever

everyone felt angry but Michael gave them a pleading look to not get mad at jeremy so they kept their mouths shut jeremy was still hugging michael

i'm steady and the game's begun
i'm ready, set, i'm player one!
the future's now, i'm freakin done
with being the weirdo, the wuss, the underdog
being the misfit, the old school -n-log
being the odd-ball, the weakling freak
the failure, the sucker, the "please don't speak!"

oh, i can hardly wait for the moment when
i'm not the loser, the geek, or whatever
oh, i'm not the loser, the geek, no never!
no! i'm not the loser, the geek, or whatever
ever again!

[michael, spoken]
jeremy? you coming?

everyones heart broke at the hurt in michaels voice

[jeremy, spoken]
optic nerve blocking, on

[squip, spoken]
now, let's get to work

the squip was smiling as everyone but michael and jeremy threw insults at him


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