The perfect two ( Kian lawley fanfic )

Twenty-four

I set up the couch for you the doctor recommended it ... Kian says

I can walk by myself ....

Are you sure ... he says

They broke my arm Kian not my leg ... I said as I walked into the living room

The tv remote and everything is here I even got you some magazines so you won't be so bored .... Kian says as he grabbed the blanket

Why can't I sleep on my bed ....

well they don't think you should be alone ... Kian says

Because I might use again ... I chuckled and he looked at me as he put the blanket over me

It wasn't your fault okay ... he says

No but it's your ex girlfriend fault I mean the bitch knew my biggest weakness she knew putting it in my system again was going to fuck me over .... and he cupped my cheeks

It isn't going to fuck you over because I'm here alright I don't care how much you beg or how sick you get I'm not lettin you Zoey I don't care how much you tell me that you hate me ....

I was already thinking of getting high on the way over here I'm already fucked Kian .... and he looked at me

Good thing you won't be alone ... he says

Yeah that helped when my parents were around ... I said and just turned around my back facing him

I love you okay ... he says and I just closed my eyes

It was his first I love you but I don't know if he meant it as in I love you because you are my bestfriend or as in I'm in love with you

You can be checking on me but I'm fine right now so just go away Kian .....

You are mad at me because it was her right ... he says

Please Kian ...

Fine ... he says

KIAN'S POV
kian ... I quickly sat up and I heard the shower running

Zoey ....

I can't fucking take this thing off .... I heard her say and I quickly walked out of my room and the restroom door was open

Zoey ... I walked in and she was on the floor in tears trying to take her shirt off but it had this button on the back and she couldn't reach it

I-I can't fucking breath ... she says and when she looked up at me her lips were extremely pale I just checked the water and it was extremely cold

I can't .... and I quickly kneed down

Hold on Zoey you need to be careful with your arm alright ... and I just helped her take of her shirt she just handed me her phone and I noticed her hand was shaking like crazy she was shaking as well like if she was super cold

I texted David I almost left ... she says as she just dropped the keys on the ground

you need to calm down okay .... and she looked at me

let me just take one please ... she says as she grabbed onto my shirt

you have been through this and you have kicked ass you can do it again ....

No Kian ... she says

Remember what I told you earlier ....

I-I need you to slap me ... she says

What Zoey ....

My mom would slap me to calm the fuck down so my dad wouldn't notice I need you to slap me as hard as you can ... she says

No I'm not hitting you ....

just do it it's okay ... she says as she grabbed my hand

No just get in the shower that helps as well ....

just do it please ... she says

Zoey just get in the shower ... I said as I grabbed her

I trust you so you should trust me okay ... she says

Zoey I'm not going to slap you ....

Please because I know myself I hate feeling like this Kian I'm going to leave and I know that if I do I'm just going to get worse so please just do it the shower won't do shit ... she says and I just looked at her

I can't just slap you ... he says

your dad is an asshole which is why you are an asshole .... she says

What Zoey stop ... and she just wiped of her tears

you let's people walk all over you because you are Fucking weak ... she says

Zoey seriously stop ... as she cried even more

Your mom was the only one who stayed because you are a disappointment to everybody else we all just feel sorry for you .... she says and walked closer to me

I know what the fuck you are doing Zoey ... I said as I turned around and just looked at myself in the mirror

Just look at yourself Kian you are exactly like him .... she says and I just tried to ignore her I mean I could just walk out but I can't because she really needs my help right now

Hit me just like your father hit your mother Kia- ....

I told you to shut up .... I turned around slapping her with the back of my hand I didn't think I would do it but I couldn't let her finish the sentence

Fuck .... she just turned around as she covered her cheek I just looked down at my hand and realized I had my ring on

Zoey I'm fucking sorry ... and she just began to cry

Why can't I just be Fucking normal ... she says as she kneed down on the floor

She's losing it again

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