hey c'mon you need to be in bed rest ... Kian says and I looked at him
I don't want to be in my room ...
Why not ... he furrowed his eyebrows
I just don't want to ...
Well you can sleep in my room I'm not letting you sleep on the couch zoey ... he says
Okay I'm fine with that ... I said as I walked into his room
what do you want to eat ... he says as I laid down on his bed
I just want a burger with extra pickles... and he chuckled
well I have to go to Bobby's for a while you want to wait until I get back I will bring the food ... he says
Alright I will take a nap for the meantime ... and he nodded
Good see you later ... he says
See you later ... I smiled and just covered myself with the bed cover
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pass me the soda please .... and Kian reached for it
You slept well ... he says as I grabbed a napkin
Yeah I did actually it's way better than sleeping in a hospital bed ...
Can I ask you something... he says as I took a final bite of my burger I got a kids meal because I knew I wouldn't eat it all
Yeah what's up ....
Well why don't you want to sleep in your room ... he says and I just put the wrapper of the burger in the bag and grabbed my drink
I don't want to end the night all sad and stuff it's fine do you not want me to sleep here tonight ....
No I don't mind you being here but why don't you want to sleep in your room ... he says
When I left Davids house I had a lot in my mind I was hating myself the entire time for buying when I got here I went straight to my room got extremely high and getting high while depressed makes you think worse I guess I don't know but I thought about hurting myself ... I said and immediately wiped off my tears
I'm sorry I wasn't here ... he says
No it's fine terrible things just went through my head but it was the drugs I think maybe I don't know but I wanted everything to stop you know .... and he put the bag of trash on the floor and inhaled air
I would've never forgiven you if you did something like that Zoey .... he says as he turned to looked at me and I began to cry and nodded slowly
I know I know that would've pissed you off that's why I didn't do anything besides the drugs ... I chuckled as I wiped off my tears
I'm glad you didn't ... he says and placed his hand on my cheek wiping off my tears he just lie cupped my cheeks and kissed me which suprised me but I couldn't help it but kiss him back he was a pretty good kisser
He slowly laid me down as he hovered over me
can I .. he says as he pulled away from the kiss
Yeah ... I mumbled as I put my arms up and he took my shirt off While I started to unclapsed my bra he took his shirt off i just laid back down and he was already looking at me
I have no words ... he says as he hovered over me again and I smiled
we are really doing this ... and he was looking down with this smirk on his face
Hey ... I put my finger under his chin and he looked at me
aren't you supposed to be in bed rest ... he says and I smiled
The doctor won't know will he .... and he smiled as he leaned in to kiss me
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fuck ... Kian says under his breath and I just closed my eyes as I placed my hands on his back I just placed a kiss on his shoulder
He slowly laid right beside me and I just turned to look at him
How do you feel ... he says as he placed his hand on my cheek
I feel great what about you ... and he smiled and pecked me on the lips
I just rested my head on his chest and he placed his hand on my back
i just looked where his nightstand was and he had a picture of us together when we went to Vegas I just felt my heart drop to my stomach
What the fuck did I just do
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