[ For you I'm okay with being hurt-☁️Hope Not by Blackpink]
[ 3:00 ] You were sitting by the window holding a warm beverage while cuddled up into blankets
Somehow your mind made you go somewhere else and your thoughts were onto him.
Yeosang... you wondered what happened between you two ,
" It was so perfect " you thought , but you knew things wouldn't last, but you couldn't help yourself from bringing thoughts about him.
[ Yeosang ]
He tried to sleep it off, he tried to sleep off the heartbreak, he thought it was the best for both of them.
But he didn't know that there would be late nights where he couldn't stop thinking about you
I only gave you pain during the time we were together
He kept thinking she deserved better someone that would treat her with love and kindness.
" Would she move on from me " he thought
Even if he realized you move on to someone else , he would hope you wouldn't forget him.
But for now. I have to put a smile on my face and pretend I'm okay.
[ for you ]
Y/n kept staring at the nighttime sky.
It would be another day tomorrow, it would be another day where both of you would stare at each other, but would pretend to look away.
Every time you guys were next to each other , it felt like the two of you.
Both of you would wait.
[ next day ]
You woke up next morning heading to the studio to get things done.
You had your headphones in and continued to walk, but you stopped before you could get into the studio.
There he was.
But he wasn't alone, there was a girl next to him and they looked really close.
You ignored the thought and walked in the studio, ignoring both of them.
" I was going to use to studio, so I hope you don't mind" you told them confidently .
You could feel him staring at you instead of the girl next to him.
" y/n " he said your name and it felt like a long time to hear him call your name.
You turned around to look at him , noticing the girl was no longer there
" she must of left " you thought and then you turned your mind onto him
" I miss you " he said and you told your self that you couldn't go through it again.He was the one who broke it off The one to tell you that you deserved someone better
You walked closer to him, standing far apart from him but not too far
" Yeosang , you deserve someone better " you said with a smile on your face
" wh-what"
" you heard me , Yeosang go find someone else , someone better that will love you because the person that your looking for isn't me "
They say there's no point in regretting but
You had to.
Before you could turn back leave the studio, you felt him grab your hand softly in his
" but your not okay , I can see it in your eyes y/n , this is hurting you "
He told and you smiled at him
"I'm okay with being hurt" you told him and relased his hand from yours and left
As you are walking you just kept thinking, would you be okay without him....
But you knew that you and Yeosang would smile and act like nothing happened the next day ,
Because both of you would keep coming back to each other no matter what.
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Anyways I finally updated!!!! And there are many more updates coming, also ATEEZ are having a comeback and it's going to be a bop and I'm beyond excited for it. ~ Mina 💌
