015. i love...mcdonalds

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by phatsaad

by phatsaad

*alyssas pov*
finn and i had been at mcdonalds for about an hour.
i had finished my fries and drink. but he was eating his mcChickens still.
i was just staring at him
he looked up at me
*finns pov*
shes so cute
*alyssas pov*
finn: what?
he started smiling
i smiled too
alyssa: nothing
he shook his head and started eating again
finally he finished eating
we got in my car and i started blasting the sweetener album. (JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IM OBSESSED)
i started singing along and finn was recording me
again
anyways
finn: hey can we grab some pretzels and go to that hill. just the two of us?
alyssa: sure
i made my way to the pretzel place
we ordered 2 cinnamon sugar pretzels, one nuggets of course and i drove to the hill. blasting sweetener.
*finns pov*
we made our way up there.
finn: hey can i tell you something
alyssa: sure whats up?
i was scared
i was going to tell her i love her
and i didnt know how she was going to react
so i just started talking
finn: okay so i dont know how youre gonna react to this but im so in love with you and your everything because your just so perfect in my eyes and i literally vant ever stop thinking about you or how much i want to kill everyone thats ever hurt you and i love you. like a lot.
she stayed silent
alyssa: finn i-
finn: you dont have to say anything
alyssa: finn-
finn: i just wanted you to know
*alyssas pov*
he started to get up and walk out
alyssa: finn!
he didnt listen
i got up and went after him
alyssa: fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinn
finn: no its okay its okay i promise
alyssa: bloody fucking hell finn
i grabbed his hand
he stopped and turned around
finn: what? are you gonna tell me you want to be just friends?
alyssa: finn i-
finn: jesus just stop! i dont want to hear it
(why am i being so cliché lately?)
finn: i mean its not like i was expecting you to-
i cut him off and kissed him
i pulled away
finn: stop!!! dont lead me on like that! you cant just kiss me
i sighed and started walking away
finn: WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING
alyssa: HOME
i got in the car
he got in seconds later
i played sweetener (b im obsessed)
and we drove home in silence
at least a mile was silent
finn: what the fuck was that?
alyssa: what do you think it was?
finn: i dont know you tryinng to lead me on or something, give me false hope?
alyssa: are you seriously this oblivious?
finn: whats that supposed to mean?
i parked the car
alyssa: iT MEANS THAT IM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU. BUT YOU DIDNT LET ME FUCKING SAY ANYTHING SO I THOUGHT MAYBE I WOULD JUST SHOW YOU HOW I FELT BECAUSE YOU WOULDNT SHUT THE FUCK UP. BUT NO YOU JUST DIDNT WANT TO ACCEPT THE FACT HAT MAYBE I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU. SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP, K? okay. now leave me alone im going to bed.
i got out and wakes inside
then shut my door
and locked it
i sighed and sat on my bed.
i didnt understand, did he really think i didnt love him? or at least like him after hes been there for me the past few days?
ugh boys are so complicated