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1 | Heyy!

Under the sea-ea

Where are you now?

Anothe--

"Y/N!"

"NANIII?!" I scream, extremely annoyed someone disturbed me.

"Are you done yet?!" Dad yells from downstairs, I could hear clattering of metal as he shouted. He's probably preparing dinner.

"Almost!" I reply, inserting the last books I need into my bag. I quickly put my favourite coloured headphones on as I fix my stuff.

Another dream.

The monster's runnin' wild inside of me.

I'm faded.

Right now, I'm preparing my stuff for school tomorrow. One last year before I become one of the freshmen.

I'm going to transfer to a new school next year because this school sucks like hell. I've been here my whole life because I had no choice. We didn't have that much money to pay for any other schools so this was the best option.

I still don't know where to go after this year though.

I thought about going to UA Highschool, but I know that it's impossible. Only the best of the best get to study there.

Even though I consider myself the best,-- not to brag-- I still can't go there. Even if I pass the entrance exams, I still can't go there.

Do you wanna know why?

I'm poor as fuck.

Sad.

I'm faded!

So lost, I'm Faded.

I pause at the end of the song as I quickly zip the zipper of my new bag which now contained my books and materials for the first day tomorrow.

I lay my headphones on my bed and head downstairs for dinner. As I make my way down, Dad spots me.

"Hey," Dad greets as he took a seat behind the table. "Ey!" I cheer. Dad chuckles at my enthusiasm. "What's got you energetic?" he asks as I took a seat in front of him. "Well, after packing for a whilst I finally get to rest!" I exclaim, facing him. Dinner for today was ramen. My favourite!

"ITADAKIMASU!" Dad and I exclaim at the same time as we begin to chow. My eyes sparkle at how delicious the noodles were. It always does whenever I eat.

I love food.

Dad chuckles at my expression as he took some of the food into his mouth.

"Hey dad," I immedietly strike up a conversation because I don't want the table to be silent. He hums in response. "Do you think--"

"Yes I think it will happen."

"-How did you know what I'll ask?"

"Y/N, you've asked that question too many times now." he chuckles as he chewed softly.

"B-But--"

"Y/N, I know you have the capability and the strength to overcome anything. I know you have the power to do good. You are kind, smart and a very talented person. And I think that you will and will certainly become a pro hero someday." Dad says as he lifts up his glass of water and drinks.

My eyes sparkle again at how he complimented me. My heart was filled with determination as he finished drinking. For once, I was proud.

"Th-Thanks dad!" I say as I continue to chow down the ramen in my bowl with the use of some chopsticks. He chuckles lightly and continues to eat as well.

"But..."

The aura of the dining room immedietly turned dark. Dad was shocked because of how I instantly turned dreary. I bow my head. My hair covering my eyes as I sigh.

"Will I..."

Dad's eyes widen as he places his chopsticks back on the table, listening to what I have to ask next.

"Ever f-find him again?" I ask, something was clenching my heart as I prevented my tears from falling.

I was shaking. I wasn't sure what happened to him and I needed reassurance that I'll see him again.

I became somewhat desperate.

"Y/N..." Dad calls my name as he places a hand on my shoulder from across the table. Genuine concern laced his tone as he tried to find the correct words.

Words,

His vocabulary did contain a lot right?

"It's only been a year." he says, looking down slightly before looking back at me. "I'm sure he had his reasons." Dad says, but I know for a fact that he doesn't know what's true as well.

"Well, he's still out there isn't he?"

I look up at his eyes. He's right, even though he is not here, he's certainly out there somewhere!

"Why don't you try finding him?"

...

"I MEANT LIKE IN SCHOOL! NOT RIGHT NOW!" Dad yells from the dining room across the living room where I stood, ready to open the door and run. "O-Oh." I return to my seat and finished up the food.

I put the dishes on the sink.

"Get some rest, sweetheart. School's tomorrow already." Dad says as he puts his own dishes on the sink and proceeds to wash both of our dishes. "Thanks dad! Goodnight." I hug him. He ruffles my hair and chuckles lightly. "Goodnight"

At those words, I head back upstairs. I peek one last time at my dad before I took the final step. I enter my room with reassurance that someday I'll meet and find him again. Not today, but maybe tomorrow.

He was my friend. My closest friend. Even though he was a level higher than me we were very close.

I missed him.

I hope he misses me too.

The lights were turned off.

The moon's light illuminated the room, enough for me to see clearly whilst the room was still dark

He always liked the dark.

That emo.

I chuckle lightly and took a seat near the window of my room. Everything was ready for tomorrow, tonight I can lay peacefully one last time before hell starts again.

I open up my phone and scroll down my gallery.

I spot a picture of me and him smiling brightly. I pressed it and admired it.

It was one of the few times I caught him actually smiling.

"Please be safe." I place the phone in front of my chest.

"Fumikage-Senpai."