little lightning bolt ::: j.b.barnes

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'BUCKY’S HERE!!!! Steve said he worked it out with Tony so all the ‘fugitives’ are gonna move back in. We just aren’t allowed to tell anyone.

Bucky lives down the hall from me. His room is a lot cooler than mine. He has a balcony. He said I can use it whenever though, so that’s cool.

    He got a new arm. Said Tony blew his last one off, so T’Challa’s little sister made him a new one.

I missed him a lot. It’s been really boring all alone in here, but now it’s cool.

Natasha, Wanda, and Sam are moving in. Clint would, but he has kids and stuff. He does stay here quite often though.'

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'Bucky and I are fighting. He told me I was acting stupid so I’m mad at him. All I said was he was like my home. I don’t understand why he got so upset about that. Uggghhh! Why are boys so stupid!?

I went into the city to get away for awhile. It pissed Tony off, but then he started acting all weird and ran to his lab. What a weird dude.'

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'Bucky and I made up. We went to a Halloween party, which is a useless holiday. Anyway, I went at Princess Ariel from The Little Mermaid. Bucky went as Prince Eric.

We danced, and danced, and danced some more. It was amazing. There is no way to put into words how I felt.

He got plastered and I had to carry him to bed. Along with Sam and Steve. People need to stop getting drunk.

I think I like Bucky as more than a friend….'

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'I got my nose pierced. Bucky likes it. Tony almost had a melt down.

    Something bad happened. I had a flashback when I was sparring with Nat. I hurt her and then I passed out in Bucky’s bed. So, I’m trying to avoid everyone. I won’t let them see me being weak. I refuse to let it happen.'

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'I had another memory. After everyone tries to stage an intervention, I went into the city. Something triggered a memory.

I have an uncle named Loki Odinson. He lives on Asgard. He is the god of mischief. I think his brother Thor is my father. Thor is the god of thunder and lightning. So that would explain my powers.

But Loki is dead and Thor hasn’t been on Earth since Ultron.

But how did I fall? Why didn’t they look for me? I have so many questions and I can barely understand. FUCK!'

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'Tony made me a suit. I really need to update my information.'

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'I kissed Bucky. Like full on make out sesh in the gym the other morning. I woke up from a nightmare and found him in the gym. He promised he’d always be there for me and we kissed. He leaves to Wakanda soon for a check up but we kinda are dating. Going slow and what not. I really got it bad for him though. Ugggghhhh!'

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'Bucky is still gone and everything is set up for Christmas, which is a holiday where people exchange gifts and celebrate a baby named Jesus. I’ve gotten most of the presents for everyone. I think I’m gonna have sex with Bucky. He was my best friend before he was my ‘boyfriend’ so we are already close. I don’t know if he wants me though.