No

no no no

"NO!" I scream as I look at the pregnancy test on the sink.

"Don't tell it's what I think it is..." Crystal mumbles as she walks into the bathroom after hearing my screeching cries for mercy.

I drop onto the bathroom floor.

Why? How?! It was a mistake.

How could this happen to me?!

Crystal grabs the pregnancy test from the sink.

"Ohh this is bad..Y/N I expected more from an engineering major such as yourself" She says calmly as she looks at me in disappointment.

"You act as if I did this on purpose. This was all an accident. I shouldn't have gone to that stupid party, but there I go trying to help Kim Seokjin get with Irene. Now I'm pregnant, and.."

My chest beings to hurt as I assimilate the situation I'm in.

"I don't even have a dad for this kid... I ended up in the same situation my mom did.."

Tears roll down my cheek as I think of my mother. Her struggles as a single mom, and all the speeches she gave me protecting myself. How many times she begged me to not repeat her mistakes.

"God I'm so stupid.. I disappointed the most important person to me.." I hug my knees, and begin to sob thinking of my mother.

"Oh c'mon Y/N don't say that. You didn't commit the same mistakes as your mom. You're literally a month away from getting your Master's in engineering. You traveled to a different country, and learned a whole language in 2 years. If anything you surpassed your mother's expectations" Crystal says as she sits next me and wraps her arms around me, allowing me to cry into her shoulder.

"So you did an oopsie, we all do" she murmurs as she rubs my back.

"Y-yeah b-b-but I'm g-gonn-a be a s-s-single m-mom" I say, barely managing to get out a sentence.

"Why do you say that? You barely found out that you're pregnant. You haven't talked to the guy yet, so how do you know he doesn't want to be there help you raise the little miracle" Crystal says as she looks at me in the eyes.

My eyes widen, and I fiercely shake me head.

"You don't get it...I can't tell him..He doesn't even know what happened between us that day, if I were to say, it'd ruin our friendship, and the probably his career." I say softly enough so she could barely hear me.

"Ruin is a big word. Yeah it'll probably set him back, but you can't really ruin someone's career unless-" Crystal's expression changes to a serious one.

"Y/N tell me you didn't."

I can't even look at her at this point.

"JIN Y/N! You slept with your best friend and he doesn't know?! Of course you did how else could a pregnancy ruin a career, only if the person was an idol" Crystal looks lost in thought a disappointment.

"How did it happen? Did you rape him?!" She says as she desperately shakes me.

"No! What kind person do you take me for?!" I angrily exclaim, as I push her off to get up.

I wobble my way to the small living room, and throw myself onto the couch.

Crystal soon follows, sitting on the floor.

"Flip over you'll harm the little miracle" she says as she stares at the wall intensely. I obey and begin to stare at the ceiling thinking of all my life choices up to this point.

"How far along do you think you are?" Crystal finally says after a few minutes of silence.

"Well I haven't gotten my period in two months. At first I thought it was normal, sometimes that happens to me, but then I began throwing up everything I ate. I blew it off as the stomach flu or something, but it hasn't stopped.." I shut my eyes tightly.

What level of stupidity have I reached to blow off all of these obvious signs of pregnancy off?

"I didn't get my period this month, so I got suspicious" I breath out.

"Well was it the flu?" Crystal scoffs sarcastically.

I swear if looks killed she'd be six feet under right now. "What do you think sherlock?" I responded as I turn to lay on my side.

"And you're sure it's his?"

"100%"

"But how did this all happen? Is that why you've been acting weird with him, and how does he not know?" She says as she begins to lightly slap my butt.

"Tell" slap "me" slap "I" slap "need" slap "to" slap "KnOwwWw" SLAP.

"Oww! That hurts" I say turning around as I rub my butt.

"Well spill then!" Crystal yells as she shakes me.

"Ughh fine. Ok so...."

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End of Chapter 1 😁 I hope you guys like it. I'm really nervous about releasing this, but here goes nothing. Also my cover for this book is a mess, but I'll see if I can do something better later. For now though I'm just gonna keep it as it is, with Jin's WWH face 💕

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⏰ Last updated: May 14, 2019 ⏰

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