Sick of it

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Im smiling
Inside im dying
Im faking
Because you dont wanna see the real me
It would scare you too much
It would be too deep
You would abandon me in the dust
Cuz u think its an infectious disease
But its not. Its not normal
But its not strange
Im fighting it
Every blessed day
Im fighting
And some days i win
But others i loose
And it leaves my skin peeling till its thin
So when i get mad
And say im sick of this
Just give me a hug
Because im really craving it😢
Dont you dare say im gonna be alright
Cuz u dont know
So dont tell me lies
Or give me false hope
Unless your 101% sure
That this MONSTER will leave me alone
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So not that anyone cares but this idea of 'sick of it' has acc been given to me by reflecting on my day to day life cuz in skl theres drama at home when i look at group chats theres even more and honestly it pisses me off sooo much🤣👋🏾

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