Suck It, Right?

16. B L U E • E Y E S

I once knew a guy
With the most beautiful pair of blue eyes

They were pale
And sometimes grey
When he looked at you
He looked through you

He shared his story with me
And I gave him mine
Nobody knew his
It was the first for me too

He was damaged
And he had issues
He distanced himself
But oh, what I wouldn't give
For those beautiful blue eyes.

So I held out hope
And when he came back
He left again
And came back
And screwed with my feelings

But oh, those eyes.

So after while I realized
That my life is not a part time job
And that I do not want part time participants
Or half assed relationships

So I left him
And moved on
But he keeps being cute
He keeps trying and stuff

And it's breaking my heart all over again.

And I often think of him
Of the idea of him
And I cannot recall his face
But I remember the feelings

And I don't think I'll ever forget those gorgeous pale blue eyes.

And that is what haunts me.