Runaways

Flash back

I ran out of school my head spinning like a merry - go - round.

A flash back came and this time i couldn't shake it free

* Flash back *

" Hey Jess im leaving now, okay ?"

" Okay daddy! "

Dad left

I sighed the place to myself i grabbed my phone

' Lukey The Best Best Friend ✌💪☺'

Hey twerp wanna come over ? Dad left me alone ! ☺ We can watch movies and eat food he doesn't mind if you come over

I waited for his reply, I sat there in pity of myself I've been at high school for a year luke is the only friend I have made everyone else hates me I don't know why after I started telling Tom how I felt he shut me out and has been ignoring me ever since which drives me mad cause he is my twin brother for god sakes and I can't even talk to him and this girl Hayley she is dating Tom I swear to god he is going to be a player she is always trying to make her move on Luke but we are both nerds, he said his parents want him to play football make it big but he just want to listen to music and have a little fun here and there move one day make more friends pass school I was glad he didn't listen to his parents.

My phone light up

' Lukey The Best Best Friend ✌💪☺'

Sorry cant chat right now. Or hang another time. Later Jessica.

What was going on.

He can't chat he was a loner like me we were both loners or hang with me he always used smiles and hearts and what not he never called me Jessica no one did !

I was confused

To : ' Lukey The Best Best Friend ✌💪☺'

What's up? You called me Jessica, we always hang ??! 😕

I was nearly in tears I knew what was coming everyone does it to me and it sucks like hell my phone light up again expect it was my mum

' Mommy '

Sorry honey I have a trip to take this weekend and it can't be fixed to another weekend see you next time sorry 😘❤

To ' Mommy '

It's fine don't worry okey. ❤

Third time she has blowed me off and I'm sad but as it is work I understand her an don't mind that much my phone when off again

' Lukey The Best Best Friend ✌💪☺'

OMG JESS CAN'T YOU SEE I DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU ANYMORE YOU MAY AS JUST KILL YOUR SELF YOU ACTUALLY MEAN NOTHING TO ME OR ANYONE AT THIS SCHOOL NOT A SINGLE PERSON WANTS TO BE AROUND YOU NOT EVEN YOUR DAD OR BROTHERS. YOUR SO LOW LIFED. JUST GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY LIFE AND EVERYONE ELSE'S LEAVE US ALONE. OKEY? BYE ASS HOLE.

I Sat there in complete shock tears running down my face I couldn't breathe or think

And right then I had a panic attack a bad one I actually couldn't breathe it was horrible

" Help me. " I tried screaming but nothing came out

I blacked out hoping I would die

I woke up an hour later checking my phone I saw it was filled up with things from my Facebook and social media accounts

People had started bullying me worse than ever before. Everyone was writing things I only told Luke. He told them all

I was a mess I grabbed the only thing I knew like the back of my hand.

My razor.

And started cutting.

One. They hate me.

Two. I'm not wanted

Three. I'm alone.

Four. I'm ugly

Five. I hate myself.

Six. Shit too deep.

Seven. Why is everything fuzzy.

And before I knew it I had blacked out hoping once again I would have my life taken from me.

* Flash back over *

I was in the car screaming and crying he can't date her

" NO GOD PLEASE I CAN'T HANDEL LOSING HIM AGAIN I LOVE HIM I KNOW HE FUCKED UP MY LIFE EVEN WHEN I NEARLY DIED HE DIDN'T EVEN SEE ME BUT I FORGIVE HIM I KNOW IM A GAME TO HIM BUT PLEASE BRING HIM BACK "

I was a mess screaming crying make up running down my face

My car door flew open I saw Luke looking down at me he was crying nearly as hard as me

"Please tell me you didn't do anything this time "

I shock my head I couldn't speak

He pulled me out of the car pulling me into a Hug

" Good I couldn't lose you. Not this time around I need you. God damn I always need you. I was such an ass to you god Jess I love you so much "

He pulled me even closer if possible

Then mumbled looking around

" Lets leave I hate them staring at us "

He put me on the passenger side and sat at the drivers seat

" Lets run away should we? "

I nodded

He smiled

" I love you. "

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