Shattered

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Y/N's POV

We were just about to make it when I felt a hand on my shoulder. Oh no.

"Y/N! It's good to see you!" You heard a familiar voice say from behind you.

"Autumn! It's good to see you too!" You put on your fake smile. No one could see through it.

"Wow, you sure do look like..... something." She said looking you up and down. Autumn wasn't very found of you... to say the least.

What Autumn looks like

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What Autumn looks like.

She was beautiful and she knew it. I'm basically a rat next to a puppy. Everyone knew that she was beautiful and she got a free ride on life. Everything was handed to her. She expected her everything to be handed to her too. "Why don't you get your ugly self out of here while I'm still in a good mood, oh and take that thing with you." She whispered to me and glanced at TJ. I just nodded and look TJ's hand and left. This girl thought she was better than me, and I believed her. The more I thought about her the more broken I became. I hadn't realized until we were in the car, but I had been crying. TJ didn't say anything she just turned on some music.

"Oh-oh, ooh
You've been runnin' round, runnin' round, runnin' round throwin' that dirt all on my name
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up" TJ started

"You've been going round, going round, going round every party in L.A.
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd be at one, oh" i sang

"I know that dress is karma, perfume regret
You got me thinking 'bout when you were mine, oh And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect? But you're not coming home with me tonight" we sang together getting more and more into it
"You just want attention, you don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new"
Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start
You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you
you've been runnin' round, runnin' round, runnin' round throwing that dirt all on my name
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up
Baby, now that we're, now that we're, now that we're right here standing face-to-face
You already know, already know, already know that you won, oh
I know that dress is karma (dress is karma), perfume regret
You got me thinking 'bout when you were mine (you got me thinking 'bout when you were mine)
And now I'm all up on ya (all up on ya), what you expect? (oh baby)
But you're not coming home with me tonight (oh no)
You just want attention, you don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new
Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start
You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you, oh
What are you doin' to me, what are you doin', huh?
(What are you doin'?)
What are you doin' to me, what are you doin', huh?
(What are you doin'?)
What are you doin' to me, what are you doin', huh?
(What are you doin'?)
What are you doin' to me, what are you doin', huh?
I know that dress is karma,
Perfume regrets, you got me thinkin' bout when you were mine
And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect?
But you're not coming home with me tonight
You just want attention, you don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new
Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start
You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you (over you)
What are you doin' to me? (hey) what are you doin', huh? (what are you doin', what?)
(What are you doin', to me? What are you doin', huh?)
(What are you doin', to me? What are you doin', huh?)
(What are you doin' to me, what are you doin', huh?)"

Time skip to making a video for your channel

"Okay, so I heard this song a while back, and I think your gonna like it." TJ said after you both walked into the sound room in your apartment

"Okay, what is it?"

"It's called 'I Think I'm In Love'."

"I love that song!...... and relate to it on a very high level."

"Great Well, let's get started!" TJ said trying to lighten the mood.

"Hey, I want you to sing with me, do little harmonies. You have an amazing voice." I say looking at TJ.

"REALLY!?"

"Yep." I reply, she doesn't reply, she just runs up to me and hugs me. I hug her back. "Okay just jump in whenever you want to."

(Once again, you are singing the bold, regular font is TJ and italics are both of you)

"Time's a ticking hearts are running
Think that Cupid's up to something
You ask me how I feel I say nothing
But lately colors seems so bright
And the stars light up the night
My feet they feel so light
I'm ignoring all the signs
I keep on frontin'
They ask they bluffin'
I keep you wondering
Keep you hunting for my lovin'
But I crave us hugging
Yeah stay stubborn
'Cause I can't admit that you got all the strings
And know just how tug 'em
I think I'm in love again
In my head yeah you're in my head
I think I'm in love again
In my head yeah you're in my head
I didn't think it could be true
Let alone that it would be you
I think I'm in love again
I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love
My heart's pacing
I'm confused I'm dazing
I saw something I never seen in you it's got me shaking
I must be hallucinating
I hear it happens, I'm just saying
Babe I'm just saying
Someone give me some paper
Someone give me some crayons
I'm feeling like a child
I need something to play on
I'm trying hard to trust you
When you say give me your hand
Baby I'm falling
I hope you catch me when I land
I think I'm in love again
In my head yea you're in my head
I think I'm in love again
In my head yea you're in my head
I didn't think it could be true
Let alone that it would be you
I think I'm in love again
I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love
In my dreams you're the dutch and I'm the dutchess
And your blunts are always loose
So I'm in charge of rolling dutches
And we getting so high
We always get the munchies
And we go for early brunches
That turn into late lunches
And we ain't got a label
We just rolling with the punches
I make fun of your belly
And tell you to do some crunches
And you say well yea your ass jiggles
Go do some lunges
I say fuck you
While I'm thinking of you as my husband
I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love again
In my head yea you're in my head
Baby I think I'm in love again
I think I'm in love again
In my head yea you're in my head
I didn't think it could be true
Let alone that it would be you
I think I'm in love again
I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love
I think I'm in love again"

"That was really good!" I say.

"Thanks!" And for the rest of the night we watched/sung to FROZEN! But inside, my heart was completely shattered. I knew that I was nothing compared to Autumn and she knew it to. I wanted so badly to tell him what she had done to me, but I couldn't do that to him. And it's not like he would believe me anyway. I couldn't just tell him that she had been sending me threats online, and been taunting me about everything I do. I had lived with it for my whole life, I was use to it. But it still didn't change the fact that I loved Daveed and he would never be mine. So what was the point of living, I found the answer to that..... TJ.

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