Raphael x reader Why do I love you

Part 1

(Y/N) was born into a nice family, the mother had a great heart beautiful eyes and a warm motherly feel to her, she had many friends, no one could ever hurt a lady with such gentle eyes, she would spend her spare time at the local homeless shelter helping those in need. (Y/N) was 5 years old when her mother disappeared without a trace, the police searched for months when they lazily came to the conclusion she ran away, but why would she? My father was a kind man but when mother disappeared he turned to drinking and gambling, when he would loose he would take out his anger on (Y/N), she would hide under her bed or in the closet for hours while he drunkenly slurred and trashed the house, once he fell asleep it was (Y/N)'s job to clean up after his poker parties. When (Y/N) turned 12 the purple dragon burnt down her home because her father owed them money, (Y/N) doesn't know if her father made it out of the building but (Y/N) got home from school in time to watch her old home go down in flames. Hun, the leader of the purple dragon took her in and she learned how to stick up for herself, in her years with the purple dragon she did a lot she would regret, when she was 16 her raw power and raw thirst for blood got her name in the books with shredder, he was impressed with her and took her in as his new daughter. Shredder taught her to fight like a ninja and stay in the shadows, he was proud of his blood thirsty, power hungry daughter....

8:00 Pm The Big Apple, the City that never sleeps. There aren't many words or phrases other then breath taking and awe-inspiring that can do New York justice. The turtles were on their regular patrol of the city, jumping from rooftop to the next, not much was going on tonight, it was quiet.... to quiet. We are quickly surrounded by foot-clan but something was different, they weren't attacking , they stepped aside for some one of importance to step through the crowd, Raphael growled a young cloaked lady appears, masking her face "You're the turtles that keep getting in my fathers way, huh?"

Leonardo "I'm guessing your father is shred-head, who are you?

"My name is (y/n), I am going to stain the rooftops with your blood, turtle!"

The surrounding foot-clan start to attack, don and mickey hold off the foot-clan while Raphael and Leonardo are both fighting (Y/N) shes powerful, Leonardo takes a step back to examine her fighting technique, (Y/N)'s fighting technique is great but he notices shes blinded by her rage, similar to her brother Raphael, he watches them fight, they blades hit together and for a second (Y/N) and Raphael were at a stand still so Leonardo took advantage of the opening and took her down. Leonardo now standing over (Y/N) "Retreat" she yells and the foot-clan run off. "you've lost this battle, now go tell your master you failed" Leonardo said and he let (Y/N) run off...

Mickey blinks " Like what the shell was that about dudes?"

Leonardo " I don't know but i bet that's not the last we see of her" The turtles finish their patrol and head back to their lair and rest up.

(Y/N) makes her way back to shredder bowing before him " i'm sorry father but even after all our training I have failed you..."

"YOU WHAT? YOU PATHETIC MORON, YOU LET THEM GET AWAY!"

That night (Y/N) was locked in a small room with no food or sleep, she cried until her head hurt and she couldn't anymore.

When the morning came (Y/N) was let out, she promised her father... or the man she called her father that she wouldn't fail him again. She made her way to her room and caught some sleep, (Y/N) almost always had the same dream. Her mother in trapped in a room with her, there is no way out and her mother is speaking but she cant make out the words, she seems scared, as the (Y/N) begins to wake up she swore she heard her motherly voice say " I love you~" (Y/N) felt anger, why would she dream of the woman who abandoned her and left her to such a terrible life, she imagined her mom happy somewhere with a new family, a new kid... She slammed a fist into the wall, got dressed and checked the time 6pm, she had slept all day.