Im Sorry I'm Such A Screw Up

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1. That I don't eat the way you want me too.
2. That I don't like to work out in my free time and my work outs that I do, do don't mean anything to you.
3. I'm sorry you can't hear the voice in my head yet everything you say is just a repeat.
4. I'm sorry that I am me and that you can't change that.
5. I'm sorry that I have fuck you over so much.
6. Sorry I need help in school and I fight with my brother when you were the perfect kid
7. I'm sorry to my dad that the only reason your even trying to stay clean is a disappointing ass that can't get anything right.
8. I'm sorry that there are scars that are easy to see.
9. I'm sorry the only reason why I haven't killed my self is because that would be to easy, that then that would be the end. No more pain
10. Sorry that like it or not I'm me and you can't change that. I might be overweight, have anxiety, be depressed, and be the black sheep of the family but that's who I am. You can't change me. No food diet, no person can help me get better but me. I have to make that choice and you can't make me.
11. Sorry that I feel like the only thing that loves me is Angus. I know if you read this you will say that that is so sad that I can't see how many people love me. And I know it's sad. I would be crying right now if it wasn't

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