You will never know

Life

Life is how I came to be, my name it Kyra and this is going to be about my life but let's start from where it all began so you can get a better idea of who I was.
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Hope and tears had filled the room excited to see the new member of the family. It's funny how parents say they don't care what their child gender is but later they than start to care. Smiles lit up on my parents faces as they saw me for the first time after all the pain of giving birth. No I don't know this day that well because I was just born and didn't know what the world would have in store for me. I was the third child with one older brother and sister that weren't too much older than me. Everyone gathered around to take photos and that day was good, yes it was my first day being alive but I was so young and didn't know a thing. When I was born I was given a teddy from my family, this teddy was one I was never going to let go and was going o be the only thing there for me when times will get hard.

Days continued on with my life soon becoming difficult too hard for everyone but it was nothing my parents couldn't take care of. I was a small, loud baby staring at everything around me in awe and I couldn't wait to see everything. My eyes sparkled as if they saw the most beautiful thing, this was a thing that I continued to do throughout my life and it never changed, it was the same sparkled I had now. My siblings tried teaching things to me but I was too young to understand them. With each moment I went into life I saw and understood more.

As each day and month passed I grew and so did my view on life, my dad was away because of his job but I was too young to even really notice and when I did ask "Where's dad?" I would always get the reply of "He will be back soon." And I would continue to play exploring , more things. While I was young I was very curious but my curiosity would normally get the better of me and I would get hurt but I knew I had my family to be there for me right? Many things happened that I've forgot because a part of me never really wanted to see the things I did when I was only young so I pushed those memories back because that's the only thing I could do. As I said I was only a young, naive, curious young girl.

I moved around a lot when I was younger and always shared a room with my older sister since I was born and I always kept my teddy close, even tho it was dirty. My dad was still going back and forth between work sometimes spending sometimes more than 1 year away and I don't have any memories of him will I was younger but I hope he does have some good memories with me.

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Life
Life is the gift we're given that we are meant to cherish and never waste, but there's one thing no one ever taught us when they were younger, and that was that life wasn't always going to be that happy fairy tale that we were always told growing up where there would always be a prince to save us and would end in a happy ending. Instead we have to find out all the difficulties in life by ourselves and when you would ask for help you would be shot down saying "it happens to everyone get over it," yet some people actually don't realise that they may go through the same experience but another persons past experience and mind affects the experience much differently compared to you and vice versa.
No ones life is ever perfect, no matter how you see them and their life to be it's still not going to be perfect. The only person who has a say in if their life is perfect, is the person themselves because they are the only ones living that life not you. Our life experiences are shaped by our family, friends, religions, experiences, environment, culture and much more. Your life matters no matter how hard or bad it may seem, there is always a reason for you to still be here. I know people say "life will get better," and you my just look at them and chuckle knowing it won't but it will and it always will, the sun may go down but it will always rise again. The world is wide enough for you to search it endless and never get bored. We all are given one shot at life and it's only your choice how to live it, so do what you love and if your like me and don't know yourself, then go and find who you are, not the person other people want you to be.
It's your life not anyone else's
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Authors note=
I hope you guys like this type of book style and I am honestly wanting to help everyone who ever needs it. Sorry if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes, I'm not that good at writing but I really felt like writing so here I am.