âme brisée

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"Hayden !" Her high pitched laugh filled my ears and I growled slight as I watched the man in the ridiculouslay colored shirt pick up the Nickelodeon Award Winning girlfriend of his .

"I'm proud of you baby girl ." He said to her and the sound of a quick kiss filled the small , quiet area and it was enough to make me loose my breakfast , lunch , and whatever else I had consumed throughout the course of the day .

"Congratulations Annie ." Joshua , who was standing right beside me , said to her while giving her a weak smile .

"Thank you , Joshua ." She said with a laugh as she passed us , then her eyes landed upon me . Something in the changed , almost as if she had feared me , but still managed to give me a smile , "hey Asher ."

I simply stared at her as Summerall continued to drag her on through the hallways of the hotel .

'Stop fucking smiling.' I growled inside of my head as I watched her being dragged away .

I hated it when she did that , I really did , judge me if you want , but I hated her for that .

Why is she smiling ? There's nothing to smile about . So what ? She's Nickelodeon Award Winning Woman , she won't win any time else and if they make her win , she'll just be known as the spoiled Annie Leblanc . Just like she was known as her career started .

Oh , the truth has a bitter taste that I've learned to fucking deal with.

Seconds later , Hayley Leblanc came dragging her feet through the hallways , along side her husband . They both wore sad expressions as they watched the happy couple walk ahead of them .

I stiff a laugh and look around the different people in the room and observe each one of them .

Maddie Lewis stood far off in the corner , glaring at anyone who tried to even start a dry conversation with her . I don't blame her . If I were to be the one barely getting any roles in a show anymore and couldn't even comprehend the role of my character , I'd be pissed as well .

Riley Lewis stood off far behind some set up boxes , watching some other actors and co-workers gossiping and walking around , without inviting her along with them .

Joshua was standing next to me , but only his body was her . His mind was probably 1,548 miles away in Houston , Texas , where his parents are staying . I knew that not seeing them for these past four years has really got to him .

And then there was me . Well , aren't I a charity case ?

Towards my left and on a table , sat an extremely tired , yet not very tired Luke Mullen . He quietly watched the television overhead with a frown . Having a say out since like , November is probably pretty tough , and I would feel bad for him.....if I actually cared .

Continuing down the hallways , were several other Actors that sat quietly , either too focused on the things inside or the problems outside of it , except the two at the very end of the group , who's laugh would ring out every count of seconds in attempt to brighten the room as if they were the sunlight in our lives .

'No' I glared at them . Nikki laughed and turned her head to my direction to see my expression , then stop mid-laugh .

I only glared harder at her while I saw Hayden ask her the question 'what's wrong ?' . She only shook her head and turned her attention back to him .

"Angel." One of the directors said as he walked over to me , "your scene with Orlando is up ."

I sighed , but made my way out with the director . At least I could give this idiot a piece of my mind .

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Hey y'all ! It's me ! Again !
Sorry , I hope you enjoying this story up till now !

Thank you for reading

- Gigi ✨