strings apart [jimin ff]

knowing a little

Her eyes tell me more than I could understand, why am I now seeing things like this?

What's wrong with me??

I nodded and left immediately, the silence broke as I heard the door click as it close, I stood there staring at the floor, dumbfounded of what has been flowing through my mind, why was it that when I bumped into her, my mind went haywire,

I don't like her, do I? We just met

But it feels like I've known her for so long..as if...I've been trying to get her attention all this time..

Who are you exactly in my life, y/n?

I stormed off to the hallways, I met Jin, he saw me with brows furrowed and a worried look, fists clenched without a reason,

"Hey, are you alright? Did something happen?" Jin approached me, my somewhat anger disappeared

"I'm fine, I just went out to get some fresh air." I laughed as if nothing happened, my mind suddenly repeated the events that happened when I met y/n, her voice echoed in my mind as Jin talked to me,

Why is this happening to me?

"Are you okay? Is something wrong? wrong?"

"it wasn't a big deal, just clumsy that's all."

Stop..

"You can talk to me, I'm just taking a break.."

Stop!

"Jimin."

"Jimin."

Please, stop..

"Jimin, are you okay?"

Stop!

"Jimin, are you sure you're okay?"

"Jimin, where are you going?"

"Jimin."

I said..

"Stop!" I shouted as I held my head, I looked at Jin who had a worried look in his face,

"I-I'm sorry, hyung, I-It was just..I didn't.." My eyes started to tear up, not nothing why again..

"It's okay, something is troubling you, we'll talk later." Jin tapped my shoulder and left, I didn't offend him did I?

What's happening to me?

I stand quietly in the hallway as I clenched my fists, I ran to the 3rd floor and went to the terrace, the wind blew hard as I opened the door, tears started to fall from my eyes, I stared at the clouds for a moment and a memory flashed in my mind, making the tears flow more down my cheeks,

"She really takes my breath away, no matter how hard I try she still doesn't notice me, neither does she know me, will she finally see me differently once we become famous, hyung?"

"Probably, but that would be a blur, she's not here anymore."

"Are you serious??" I shouted at the sky with my clenched fists,

"I tried to forget her! Why would you do this to me?!"

I kept shouting, even if someone hears, I don't care, the world is so unfair, what did I do to deserve this..?

"Y/n really reminds me of someone, why do you look so much like her, why is your name like hers?.."

I tried to wipe away my tears, she couldn't possibly be you, y/n's not even the slightest, she's cheerful, clumsy, happy go lucky, a cute fan, but you're perfect, mature, serious and amazing..

"How come you just disappeared like that..?"

I looked at the sky again, and it looked like it was going to rain, I walked back inside and went down the stairs with puffy eyes, this is so embarrassing, as I walked down the steps looking at the floor, I heard a voice,

"Jimin?"

I looked up and saw y/n, she was worried and slightly panting, I couldn't bare to see her like this as she looks exactly like the girl I loved, it made my heart break as I just looked at her, my body somewhat betraying me as my emotions went too far, I hugged her with all my strength with no intention of showing hate nor anger, I would be offending her for hugging her just because she looked like "her", feeling a little guilty, I just let it off for once cause I also needed a hug with all these emotions,

"Jimin? A-a-a-are you sure you're alright? Y-y-y-you're suddenly hugging m-m-me.."

Y/n stuttered so I let go and apologized, I saw that her face was so red like a tomato, going up to her ears, I chuckled at how cute she reacted..

I never hugged a girl before, let alone that I would do this to anyone except the members, I'm so weird

I laughed at myself then y/n blushed harder, her face was so red, I could slightly imagine smoke coming out of her ears, her lips are closed tight and her eyes looked like it was gonna pop from how much it was widened,

"You're really different from "her"..."