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Aaliyah POV
December 15, 2018
25 weeks


I'm meeting up with Kyle today and to say I'm nervous would be an understatement.

I just want to get to the bottom of the issue. Maybe it's me. I don't know

I feel like we need counseling but I've known so many couples that go to counseling and 'realize' they aren't meant to be together

me and kyle may not be meant to be but i love that guy with my whole fucking being and I will do anything to help him and our relationship

people will say oh I wouldn't take him back but it's hard. Being without him after he cheated was horrible and being while being pregnant it sucks

I want to fall asleep with my baby daddy rubbing my belly and talking to our son and I now he wants that too

i really just want to understand what he's going through

but just because i love him doesn't mean I'm not mad.

I am mad. I really am.

Because yes I love him but it doesn't matter in what state he was he shouldn't have put his hands on me. I understand that but love is ...

Love is

Love and it's unconditional and that's my love for Kyle unconditional.

I heard knocking on my car window. Looking I saw Kyle I got my purse putting my phone inside.

We agreed to meet at a Chick-fil-A. Maybe we'll take it back to the house. Most likely.

I got out and half smiled at him.

"Hey" he said smiling

"Hi"

"You look beautiful, can i" he smiled and looked at my belly. I nodded "yeah of course and thank you" he put his hands on it instantly putting a smile on face "Hey baby boy daddy misses you ooohh shit you missed me too huh yeah I feel you bud. I love you and I love your mommy"

He looked up at me fully standing up towering over my 5'7 frame (I know Lira is wayyyyyyyy shorter like way wayyy shorter but it's my story soooo 🤪😂)

"I like this short hair on you I like the outfit too you can't even see your belly that much" he said pointing to my hair then looking down at my outfit

"Thanks you look good too and I know I don't want all kinds of picture of me yet I wanna be the one posting them and now that I'm pregnant paparazzi is everywhere"

"What are you gonna get" he asked while we were in line "I'm looking I think just a couple things" I said

"Hey what may I get for you today" the worker asked

"mmmm can i gettt...two Spicy chicken deluxe, two large fries, a chocolate milkshake, a large chicken noodle soup, 4 ranch 4 Chick-fil-A sauce, 3 buffalo sauce and 12 piece nuggets to go" I said with my mouth watering thinking of all the delicious food

I heard kyle laugh on the side of me making me roll my eyes

"Ok so I got two Spicy chicken deluxe, two large fries, a large chocolate milkshake, large chicken noodle soup, 3 ranch 3 Chick-fil-A sauce, 3 buffalo sauce and 12 piece nuggets will that be all for today" she repeated my order and asked

"Nah lemme get 2 spicy chicken deluxe 1 large fries a cookies and cream milkshake" he said and she nodded "Alright I got both separate or together" she asked

"Separa-" he cut me off "together" he said

She looked at us confused "together"

"Ok your total is 45.23"

Kyle inserted his card in the chip reader and finished paying. We walked to a table and sat down in front of each other

"What number is our order" I asked

"287" he said "ok"

"So um how have you been. everything with my baby fine?" he asked

"Yeah were good I feel him moving so much now like one day he'll be calm and at night he won't stop moving" I said seeing a smile appear on his face

"How does it feel" he asked "like he flips around I don't feel very hard and like strong prominent kicks but I feel him move" I answered as he smiled

"and you how have you been" I asked

"I um I been alright" he said

I took a better look at him and he had bags under his eyes it looked like he hasn't got his haircut he smells like alcohol and it's making me a little nauseous but I'm not going to say anything about that yet

"When we get the food we'll go to your spot or back to the house" I said

"The house" he said immediately

"Alright" as soon as I said that I heard our order being called we both stood up and I grabbed one bag while he grabbed the other two

"Alright I'll see you at the house drive safe" I said

"Aight see you there love you" he said

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Should she forgive him?

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