(AN: Not my art above, credit to the artist) "Speaking" / 'Thoughts&Observatons from main character' / (Author's Note)
Today was going pretty great so far. I think... maybe?
My name is Samuel Greene. (AN: *Cough Cough* Seabury :3 anyone get the reference? Any Hamilfans out there in the audience? No? I'll stop talking now...)
I am your average wallflower/nervous wreck/super anxious teenager. I have pretty good grades. I like to read, like a lot, like mainly thats all I do. I stutter when I'm in complicated social situations and start panicking.
But to be honest all social situations are complicated. I mean how am I supposed to tell someone you're asking for them?!
'Hey that person who's sitting right over there wants to talk to you, but they instead sent me to awkwardly point you in their direction, now excuse me while I go overanalyze this whole conversation and berate myself for being socially awkward.' (AN: This happened to me once someone in the library ((person 1)) wanted me to get ((person 2)) who was standing outside the library I nervously tapped him on the shoulder, said ((person 1)) wants to speak with you and walked off. ;-; Then I immediately hated myself but that's nothing new.)
Yeah... No, but moving on. Today was pretty cool.
Pretty great.
Mostly okay?
Going well.
I read through most of my classes since we just got easy busywork. I really love reading light novels. Things with reincarnation, summoned to anther universe, all that jazz. Mostly fantasy, okay only Fantasy.
I had study hall instead of gym which was the best thing ever, even though I didn't actually do any homework and read the whole class and I'm going to have to stay up all night to get everything done. I'm fine...
I didn't have to talk to anyone, which is a pretty great highlight of the day.
And a popular guy in my class was checking me out maybe? Probably not, honestly just checking if you were listening at this point.
I have pretty average looks 'Wait was that an oxymoron? Yeah it totally was! Like act naturally, passive aggressive, organized chaos... I really have to get back on topic here!'. I have black hair, green eyes. I'm a pretty normal awkward highschooler. I have pale skin since I don't go outside much 'or at all'. I don't like school, but who does really? I'm not really someone who gets checked out in class or... ever.
I am gay, and a guy in my class was glancing at me every now and then, but it wasn't a guy I really wanted to look at me, and I was starting to get pretty nervous.
'He's finally decided I'm an easy target! Is he going to beat me up after school?! Oh no! And today was going so well! Now I'm going to become the new social pariah of the school and be bullied for the rest of my high school career!!'
And that's how my day went from pretty cool to not-so-cool in a matter of one unlucky class period. I sighed to myself. clenching my book in my hands and starting to panic.
The guy who was now checking me out -and not in a good way- was a pretty well known bully, Aaron Stone. He had brown hair and brown eyes... He was pretty handsome. He was definitely pegging me as a nerdy and weak target to beat up after school. I was definitely not lucky in the fact that this was the last class of the day and he could probably follow me out and corner me somewhere.
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