Trauma's And Happiness

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"A riddle to be told"

Come mother come daughter,

Come father come son,

Them all equaling each other

Sister and Bother equalling one another

So as this saying goes

It means that for one another one told and one listened

and so one learned and one distanced. As this riddle may go

it is left in the distance for one person to know she is left in this persistence.


"Mom"

You as a mother, a mom, a giver

You gave me life without saying you're a sinner

Day after day I live on as a winner why do

I live if I can't change why I'm with her

Year after year I'm just here in my sorrow

Wishing that I had someone else's life to barrow

So as I cry no one sees all this sorrow


They don't know me they don't control me,

My own person, myself is who told me

You might think I'm crazy or might think

I'm spoiled but one thing you don't know

is how much I'm loyal



"Burden"

Spoiled they tell me

Beautiful they won't

Love is what holds me

But I'm all alone

Waiting on what I have

Is what makes this my fault

Love is a word

But is love what you hope

Broken they tell me

Different I know

But if different is a bad thing

Then just leave me alone

Beauty is a word that comes out of kindness

The one thing I give which makes all this timeless

The words that you say may mean a thing

But the words out of kindness mean everything to me

You may not like my body or my personality

But the one thing I know is that I would still give up everything

To make sure you're alright and to make sure you don't suffer

To make sure that you thrive even when I suffer

Your happiness means everything but this burden is still on me



"Brave"

Me...

Waits...

Stays... never the same

Change is one blink away

Pain

Always wondering when it will stay

I say time to make that all change

Remake like today is a brand new day

I say that I hope there is no more pain

To experience things that make me feel ok

But hey I hope there soon comes a day

Where I can swim and dance again without

Looking in the mirror and not knowing who I am but...

stay because the girl I used to know

always knew her name but she

Knows that it all is about to change she

Won't be that girl to look in the mirror

Twice and rethink what to say because

I am beautiful in every way

Ps. One last thing you all are beautiful in every

way so be yourself don't think to change.

Meaning Be brave....


"Woven Thread"

Love is like a woven thread

Sow and sow in till the sown is dead

Try to try but then you try again

Even if the ending is being

So called friend

The choice you made

You learned to be afraid

Even if you learn to love again

What if he yells again

Afraid of being scared again

My fear is what I appear to send

But what if I could change him

Change

Never happens in a day

To wait

For what always stays the same

But change is what had to begin

Afraid I shall stay again


"Cheesy Giveaways"

You see me as peculiar

The one to be not cool enough

The traits you place on me do hurt

I make you laugh what could be worse

I love to give I love to take even if my jokes

are cheesy giveaways

You see me now as true and fun

Doesn't mean I'm not good enough

Difference is a word I use doesn't mean this gig I choose

Will stay forever in my blue's but this I

Like even if the traits don't

Seem like you


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