Soldier

Weirdness follows me wherever i go

Brian Firkus POV

I was sat alone wondering about how I'd never felt so alone and broken, although I don't understand this feeling  I know it all to well. I had tear stained cheeks, a throat as dry as sand paper as I couldn't comprehend how I got to this point. Yes I knew I always loved Brian but I also knew I had deep feelings for David we've been together for the past two years. My life had been so great lately until David made me choose between my best friend, my colleague, the yin to my yang, my partner in crime, my sister, the Katya to my trixie and him the love of my life?

I couldn't lose Katya/Brian we literally were a dynamic duo so I told David if he couldn't stand that Brian was in my life then he would have to leave my life. I'm not one hundred percent sure why

I'm so upset about losing David I mean yes he was a massive part of my life for two years but I also think that at first he was just a distraction from how I really felt about Brian and sure by my 4th date with David I thought sure he's a nice guy and maybe by the time we had been dating for 2 months I thought maybe I could love him.....someday. However, with Brian it just feels right although I can't tell him that it wouldn't work I know it wouldn't.

I don't want to be alone right now so I pick up my phone and scroll through my contacts until I see his name Brian♥️🖤🇷🇺 . With my palms sweating, a lump in my throat and slightly shaky hands I click call.
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Brian McCook's POV
As I'm sat waiting for a trick to come over I get lost in thought, mostly about why, why do I do this I mean sure it's fun but it doesn't full-fill me it just satisfies me for a while anyway. Suddenly I'm pulled out of my thoughts by an persistent buzzing I pick up my phone and the contact reads Brian💝💖🌸. Hesitantly I answer the phone to hear a less than lively Brian and he sounds like he's been crying "hello" he states glumly and his voice a little shaky "hi Bri is everything okay? You seen a little down" I say casually. His breathing becomes heavier as he breaks down sobbing at the other end and I can make out a portion of what he's saying. I tell him I will be there in just a sec and hang up trying to find my keys I don't really like to drive much but Brian needs me and it will be quicker. I open the door and standing there is a slightly muscular man and I remembered this is my "date" for the evening. Fuck! I scramble around locking my door and say to him we have to reschedule as something came up. Fuck was he hot. That doesn't matter because my best friend is
hurting and I should be there.