Not Enough (Completed)

2nd Trial

As I paced back and forth all this time 'cause I honestly believed in you.

Ang daming ginawang babala ang ginawa ni Miku sa akin. Pero lahat un, binalewala ko. Kasi nga, I have faith in you more than anyone else. Hindi ko siya pinaniwalaan, ang taong walang ibang ginawa kundi ang tama. Si Miku, ang protektahan ako, ang alam niyang pinakatamang gawin.

Holding on to days dragged on stupid girl I should have known, I should have known.

Nagpapakatanga na pala ako. Hindi ko man lang naramdaman. Of all happenings in my life, alam kong minsan nagsisinungaling ka na. Pero hindi ko pinapansin. Ganun yata talaga kapag mahal mo ang isang tao.

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytail, I'm not the one you swept off her feet, lead her up the stair well.

"I love you, Mac...","I love you, Leigh...", all smiles bumaba tayo sa staircase at nagsayaw sa gitna ng hall. It was our engagement party back then, and I do feel like a princess. But all of those things were purely, lies. Kung hindi, eh di sana walang third party.

This ain't hollywood, this is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let down.

The day of our wedding, we exchanged I do's, promises and pledges. From that day on, we dreamed together. And those dreams were slowly shattered, kasi hindi ka sumabay. Nang-iwan ka.

Now it's too late for you and your White Horse to come around.

Nagsimula si Miku na magbabala sakin about your reckless game, ang mambabae. Pero masyado yata akong head over heals sayo. Kasi ang pinakamatalik kong kaibigan na pinsan, hindi ko pinakinggan.

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance.

Masyado akong naniwala sa mga salita mo...sa mga pangako mo.

My mistake, I didn't know to be inlove you had to fight to have the upperhand.

Laban? Para san pa? Kung sa umpisa pa lang alam mong talo ka na.

I had so many dreams about you and me. Happy endings, now I know.

Si Rica un eh...ang gusto ng ate niya para kay Marc...naikuwento nia dati...pero wag daw akong magalala...hindi niya daw gusto un...

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytail, I'm not the one you swept off her feet, lead her up the stair well.

Walang kwentang engagement...walang kwenta ang pagiging prinsesa...kung ang magiging prinsipe mo, hindi ka mahal.

This ain't hollywood, this is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let down.

Walang kwenta ang kasal...kung ang maitatali sayo.. may pangalawa.

Now it's too late for you and your White Horse to come around.

Ngayon malinaw na ang lahat...lahat ng kasinungalingang ipinakain niya sa akin...wala na...hindi na ako maniniwala...

*music stops here*

Tuluyan na akong nagbreakdown.Humagulgol na ako at bumagsak sa buhanginan. *sniff**sniff*

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!"

Napahiga ako sa buhangin at napatingin sa langit.

Ang ganda ng sunset...

Nagbibigay ng alaala...

Para sa mga nagmamahal, maganda ang ganitong view ksi naibabalik nito ang mga alaala ng nakalipas.

Dati ganun ako...natutuwa pag nakakalita ng sunset...kaya kapag stressed ako.dito ako madalas pumunta...Kung dati nakagagaan ng pakiramdam...ngayon iba na...kasi kasama ng alaalang un ang masakit na katotohanang may iba siya...may iba ang taong mahal ko...