[ Chapter 0: Stupid ]
I've been stupid for fighting, thinking that it was all worth it. I've fought and risked everything, turning even stupider. In the end, I realized, I was actually a total douche, a real stupid, fighting for the stupidest.
Everyone has their own story. Some people are just lucky that they had never actually experienced hard times. Some people are survivors, born strong and fearless, after every obstacle they grew even stronger and fight for certain reasons. Some may have plain lives, the same simple, boring yet peaceful continuous days until the end. And some, like me, I guess... Could only envy silently from afar, didn't even dare to dream for something great.
I was stupid, I thought I was destined for something great, but I may never achieve it, ever. I learned from my own mistakes unbelievably slow that it made me hate myself for being that way. What's more pathetic, I let my weak side took over me. And after so many years of being so stupid, I thought I finally got smarter.
But I'm still stupid.
Once a stupid, forever a stupid.
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