Forgotten Love? (Shizaya fanfic)

Shizu~chan? Do you love me?

Hey guys(*≧∀≦*)

It's ya gurl once again back with another chapter. I hope ya all will like it. There will be some backstory in this but not much. I hope I can keep up. I'm kinda getting tired of doing this fanfic but am hoping to get back into it.

Also I have no idea what happened in the chapters before so I'm just going with my gut feeling.

There will be much dialog and fluff in this one. Btw. Izaya's sisters are two years younger then Izaya. Otherwise the story would make less sense. Ah, and there is also some angst in it *Evil laugh from the background*

Anyway, enjoy (」ﾟ3ﾟ)｣

Shizuo POV

I stared at him. He stared at me. We were both quiet. Too quiet. Nobody said a word. The faint music of 'DNA' was heard out of the living room.

"God dammit.", I cursed under my breath and walked over to turn it off. As I came back Izaya had himself still wrapped in his blanket.

"You listen to BTS?", he asked shyly.

"There's more important stuff then that right now. What did you mean with you have a split personality?"

"I meant exactly what the term means. I have two personalities. You've already experienced my other personality.", Izaya stated bluntly looking to the ground again.

"Why didn't I know that?", I blurted out.

"I didn't want to tell you. I knew you would be weirded out by that."

"Do I look weirded out to you?", I asked harshly and made him look at me again. He just shook his head and looked back down. His shoulders started to tremble again out of god knows what fucking reason. I slowly got irritated.

"Look, Izaya. I still have no idea what happened back there but you need to snap out of it already. If you won't say a word and try and come to terms with everything by yourself, it won't help you. You'll slowly wither under the pressure and I'll never be able to speak to you again. Please don't end like my mom." I suddenly realized what I said and decided to go quiet.

Izaya looked up at me. Great now he must think I'm going crazy. He then tilted his head slightly and smiled. He fucking smiled. An angel was born. "Shizu~chan. You don't need to be worried about me.", he assured me still smiling brightly. "I'll be fine. Am I at your house?"

I shook my head. "No. We're at your's. I thought you might be more comfortable around stuff you know." Izaya smiled again.

"You know, Shizu~chan? You are one of the nicest persons I know. You're really kind and always considerate. You have your flaws and problems but that doesn't keep you from being nice. I've always admired you."

"You're a dickhead.", was the only thing I could utter.

"I'm your dickhead."

I saw the realization in his eyes slowly come to life as he covered his mouth with his hands and his eyes widened. "I...I-I-I-I'm r-r-really s-s-s-sorry! I-I-I d-d-didn't w-w-want t-t-to s-s-say th-that.", he managed to stutter. 

I couldn't help but laugh. He was so helpless. He looked at me with an expression that was worth gold. A/N: I don't know if you guys use that in the English language. It's a figure of speech the germans use. It could've literally been translated to 'what the fuck is funny about that' with a mixture of 'I'm utterly disgusted' and 'I'm offended'.

"I'm sorry.", I apologized and wiped away a tear from the corner of my eye. I immediately went into a fit of laughter again. His face was just too funny. After I finally gained some control over myself again I looked at him.